Bittersweet Life

Hello everyone. So this is the first time that I am writing a fanfic. I would like to point out the fact that I am not a native speaker so I may have left some typos and misspelling the reason I am apologizing at the beginning. Well I don't mind if you are writing some constructive critics.

Heartbroken

*Ichigo's P.O.V*

"What am I supposed to understand Senna ? What do you mean by I haven't been here for you these past few days? I've been working and I've been through hell in order to make an hands-meet for us" I glared at her.

"Yeah well I guess that you'd get more than some days in a week to spend with me! We barely have time for each other Ichigo! "She argued with an infernal spite.

"Well I am sorry if it's the way you take it but it's not easy for me either. It's not obvious for a high school guy to eak out a living when he is living with his girlfriend. Indeed, it's hard for me to jungle between school and work. How can't you see the sacrifice that I am dying to make for you? Don't you think that you are a little bit overacting and selfish? "I fumed.

"Oh really? So how come you have time hanging out with your friends at night and never for me? You know what Ichigo, you are just a big fat liar." She demanded

"Jesus fucking Christ don't start pinning this on me. You know all to well that I am hanging out with nobody. It's a part of the part time Job to stay late at night and to work with my pears. This has absolutely nothing to do with hanging-out. How many times do I have to explain it?" I shot back.

"You know what; I can't be bothered with this shit anymore "she whipped around, then turns back to get her shoes, her coat and her bag.

"Where are you going? " I stared at her meanwhile she was wearing her coat

"Just shut the fuck up you frigid asshole that's none of your business" she replied as she stormed out of the house.

"Don't tell me to shut up! For that you can definitely fuck off as long as you want" I screamed at the top of my lungs. That was it; I am done with this girl. I couldn't take it anymore. It has been 3 years that we've been together but this wasn't definitely what I expected it to go. When we started to date, everything was perfect. I was madly in love with her and she used to be a nice girl. Unlike any other girl in her age, she wouldn't treat me as her slave and never was she bossy around me. I could picture it in my mind that once we move in the flat, everything would be perfect and we would thrive as a couple. Unfortunately that wasn't the case. I sighed heavily as I tried to get some sleep.

(Few hours later)

My awakening rang at 4 am. I woke up and realized that Senna didn't come back. I was about to go back to sleep when I heard some noises from the living room. I jumped from my bed and start to make my way to our lounge just to check if it weren't some messy burglar who broke in my flat, then I saw her. She was sitting on the couch obviously too busy texting someone to notice me.

"Senna we need to talk "I announced.

"What again? What about this time? "Came her answer as her amber eyes refused to meet mine.

"Quit with the sass. We need to talk about our situation. This is something I can't stop thinking about now"

"Go ahead" she replied harshly. I was about to say something when I noticed her luggage next to her feet. I also saw that her purple hair was thrown in a ponytail that she wore a denim skirt, and black silk turtleneck with sleeves ripped off. She had knee high dark boots with lots of buckles on the way up.

"Why are you dressed up more as usual at this hour in the morning and what are these luggage for? " I questioned obviously knowing what would be the answer.

"Stop beating around the bush Ichigo and tell me what do you want "she answered nonchalantly. I was quick to take note that her eyes were still glued to her phone in her hand but I did my best to pay no mind to it.

"Just answer at my question already" I barked back "where are you going?"

"Ain't it apparent? I am leaving Ichigo. I can't do this anymore; we keep arguing all the time. You aren't the man with whom I fell in love anymore. I am done with our situation. I made up my mind yesterday when I was taking for a walk" she said still having her phone on her hand "I don't love you anymore. I fell out of love with you" she added. For a moment I froze with these words. I couldn't believe what I've just heard. How could she say that to me after all the things I went through for her?

"You have got 5 seconds to answer my next question Senna" I paused before going on "Are you seeing someone else behind back? Don't you dare to lie to me. I want the truth and only the truth" I asked deathly quietly, trying to do my best to contain my resentment.

There was a dreadful silence. After what seemed like an eternity I was the one who broke the quietness by slamming my hand against the cupboard next to me.

"Damn it… I want you to gather all your fucking stuff and to stay out of my life. You got that? How long have you been cheating one me? "I shouted, I was furious and heartbroken all of that at the same time.

"A couple of weeks" she admitted eventually locking her phone as she stood up. "Don't worry Ichigo, I am leaving right now and never will I set a foot near you anymore". I couldn't listen to her anymore. As soon as she said that I turned around and returned to my room slamming the door behind me as loud as I could. My last thought was "You stupid cunt".

So that takes us at the end of the first chapter

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