Unbreak My Heart Chapter 1, a ncis fanfic

Hi My Name is MsJulia and this is my first NCIS Fanfic ever so bare with me people. I love NCIS. First fell in love with it when I saw a scene with Jibbs in the beginning of season 3 and completely fell for it. Love the chemistry between Mark Harmon and Lauren Holly. Love the JIBBS past and their bickering, and because of that, as my first fanfic of them, I decided to write about them arguing with one another. It contains a lot of drama and angst, and maybe a little bit of depression in it too. Just give it a chance and let me know what you think (good or bad responses, don´t care, just wanna know what you guys think of this story).

i´m not english or american so any wrongs in this story is completely my fault and please let me know what ya´ll think of it. REVIEW REVIEW!

ENJOY! (I DO NOT OWN NCIS OR THE CHARACTERS) Wish I did though ;)

UNBREAK MY HEART

(same name as the song "unbreak my heart" by Toni Braxton. Great song. Listen to it! fit so well to JIBBS story)

Jenny Shepard is sitting silently in her office going over a bunch of case files she had on her desk. When suddenly she stops and thinking over what she had in her life. And although she loves her job, but there were something still missing her life, or rather someone. And that someone happens to be her old partner, special agent Leroy Jethro Gibbs. She had a lot of flashbacks of him and their time in Europe lately, some good and some bad. But they were still good memories of them together. As she was thinking about him a tear started to fall down her beautiful red cheek. She gained her conscious when she heard the door open and in walked an angry Leroy Jethro Gibbs. He slammed both of his hands on her desk. The sound of his hands on her desk maid her tears running down her cheek even more. She turned around for a second from his face, just to wipe off the tears as fast as possible and as much as possible.

Gibbs didn´t seem to care about why she just turned around, he was too angry about something to care about Jenny right now. Then when he saw her turned around facing him again, he spoke:

"What the hell were you thinking!" he said leaning over her desk and pointing at her. His fingers were inches from her face.

"What is it agent Gibbs that made you this upset that you have to harass my desk!" she answered sarcastically trying to gain control of her voice so that he didn´t notice.

"You have no right to turn our case over to the FBI!" he yelled.

Meanwhile down the bullpen…

All the agents looked up to the Director´s office. Their attention was drawing to the direction of the loud voices. And they all knew what was going on, especially Ziva, Tony and McGee. Their behaviors have been going on for some time. Ziva, Tony and McGee all looked at each other with worried eyes.

Back in the office…

Now Jenny was pissed. She stood up and her temper starting to show. Her eyes red from all the crying. You could almost hear how furious she was at him.

"I suggest you correct that last sentence of yours special agent Gibbs, because I have every right to turn the case to the FBI!" She said with her voice crumbling a little.

"I am the Director of this agency and NCIS has no longer the jurisdiction on this case. So I suggest you drop it and get the hell out of my office right now before I do something really stupid Gibbs" She continued, her head shaking furiously.

Gibbs didn´t answer, instead he just turned around and walked out the door with heavy footsteps. Gibbs was furious at her for making this kind of decision. Their conversation could be heard loud and clear outside of the Director´s office. Everyone stood silently on place when Gibbs walked out of Jenny´s office.

Tony, Ziva and McGee stood silently and tried not to have eye contact with their now furious boss. Tony was the first to break the silent.

"What did the Director say about the case boss?" Tony asked gently, trying not to get on his bad side.

Gibbs answered with anger in his voice "Not our case anymore! Go home, not much we can do here anymore" Hi team didn´t argue about that, not when he was this angry. They took their stuffs and started to walk towards the elevator leaving Gibbs sitting and rubbing his head at his desk.

"What do you think happened in the Director´s office Tony?" McGee asks curiously.

"I don´t know probie" was all Tony said to him and at the same time kept his eyes locked at Gibbs.

"…and besides, I think it is something between the two of them McGee" Ziva added

"But their arguments do affects us all Ziva, they didn´t even argue about the case, there is something else" McGee said looking up at the Office.

"They have been on each other's throats for a long time now" Tony added.

"Yea, it all started after Gibbs came back from his retirement, and the frog and the colonel of course." McGee continued.

"They have been hurting each other with strong words instead of punching or killing one another" Ziva said as the elevator door opened up and the three of them stepped in to it heading down to the garage and then home.

In the squad room

As his team left the bullpen, Gibbs sat on his chair rubbing his face. At the same time thinking about what happened between him and Jenny. It´s been years since they talked to each other like real friends. They usually talked about everything before and he usually brings her food whenever she was working late. But now things have changed, and he don´t know why. Every time their mouths start to open up, something bad happens.

Jenny´s office

After Gibbs left her office, Jenny immediately went after and locked the door behind him. She wanted to be alone for once. She tried not to think about the argument and continued with the case files.

It was 2100 hours and Jenny Shepard was still in her office working, she haven´t gotten the chance to get something all day, or any other day for that matter, there was to many things on her mind being the director and all, it made her think about herself less. She started to feel a bit nauseous and weak when she tried to stand on her own feet.

Jethro Gibbs was about to go home for the day when he looked up and notice that the light was still own on upstairs. He decided to just this once go see if everything was alright. After all he cared to much about her to just ignore it. He opened the door to her office slowly and was shocked of what he found in there. He saw a Jenny Shepard lying on the floor in front of her desk. "JEN!" he shouted. It took seconds before he realized it was her, Jenny, his Jenny lying there helpless. He ran to her fast, sat down beside her and slowly lifted her head up and putted on his lap gently and patted on her cheek to try and wake her up.

"Jen, Jen! Wake up!" He yelled, starting to get panic. Ever since he came back from his "Margarita safari" as she called it, Jenny hasn't been completely honest with him. She was running black ops behind his back and used his agents to do her dirty work for her for her own revenge. He lost his respect of her for not coming to him about her problems. They used to work so well together on these kind of things.

At the Hospital

Jethro Gibbs sat down at the waiting room and waited impatiently for the news of his ex-lover. He started to walk back and forth, he couldn't wait anymore, he wanted answers, and he wanted them NOW!

Then, when he was about to storm in the ICU room and demanding some answers from the god damn doctors! A doctor came out. "How is she?" Gibbs asked.

"She´s fine for now" the doctor answered. "We took some tests and the blood results came back, it shows that she haven't fed herself very well" the doctor informed Gibbs. "She can't just skip meals like that, I don't care if she's the queen or the director of NCIS, and it's not good for her. If she keeps doing this to herself she'll lose a lot of muscle tissues and strengths in her arms and legs, then later it would affect her brain. And I can think of a lot of different deceased that I could diagnose her. And I would rather not do that to her. Believe it or not but I care about her too" the doctor added. Jethro looked up curiously.

"Why would you care about her? You don't even know her?" Jethro said and raised his eyebrowns, looked right into the good doctor's eyes.

The doctor let out a laugh. "Jenny and I dated for a while after that explosion that put you in coma two years ago".

Jethro stood silently, didn't know what to say, let alone think. 'Oh great, she flirted my doctor while I was in coma, so much for caring for me, gee thanks Jen' He thought to himself. But that didn't matter now, all that matters was if Jenny was Okay. "All he could say to the doctor was "I'll take good care of her" Knowing that she would never agree to this if she knew, and maybe, just maybe deep down, he would also regret this.

"Can I see her?" Gibbs asked softly.

"Sure, but not for long, I want her to rest as much as possible though" The doctor told him strictly.

'Ooh sure…you just don't want her to be alone with me' Jethro thought for himself. Gibbs nodded to the doctor's answer and headed towards the Jenny's room.

Once he was in her room, he looked at her. And the look on her face was all pain. He desperately wanted to wake her up and scream at her for scaring him like that in the office.

A couple of hours have passed since Jenny was brought in to the hospital. Gibbs slept on the chair next to Jenny's bed. Jenny started to awaken. Her eyes popped up slowly and were blinded by the heavy and bright lights inside the room. It was too much for her eyes which she had to struggle to keep them open. She looked around the room and realized were she was. She kept looking around and stopped, she was surprise to see a Jethro Gibbs, sleeping on the chair next to her silently with coffee in his hand. Jenny started to make sounds and it awakens Gibbs.

"Jen…You're awake?" He asked at the same time trying to wake himself up. "Mmm….yea" she said tiring.

"What are you doing here Jethro?" Jenny asked him. But she was suspicious of course, but would rather have him confirming it.

"What do you mean 'what I'm doing here'!?" Gibbs started to raise his voice. "I was the one who found you in your office unconscious Jen!" "I brought you in here!" He continued.

"I asked you nicely, you didn't have to raise your voice at me Jethro!?" Now she was pissed and tried to get up at the same time.

"Sorry Jen" He said lowered his voice. "Doctors said that you haven't been taken good care of yourself. Why?"

Jenny broke the eye contact with him. She didn't want to look him in the eyes when she answered his question. Because Gibbs could always tell when she was lying. And right now she was. Damn her right eye when it twitches!

"I am taken care of myself. It…just that I have so much to do. I am the director of an armed federal agency" Jenny replied not only trying to convincing herself but Jethro as well. But Jethro could see threw it. Once again Jethro rubbed his face up and down, tired of hearing those kinds of answers from her. He took her right hand and placed it on his left hand. He rubbed it softly and then kissed it, which surprised Jenny. Then he moved his mouth to her forehead and kissed it gently. Jenny of course, was taken away by the act. Jethro looked at her with sad eyes. "You have to start take care of yourself Jen" He whispered closely to her left ear, so close that that his lips touched her ear nips. Jenny couldn't find words to answer to what he just said to her. She knew what he was talking about but she ignored the fact that she was hasn't been good to herself, always others above herself. She rather have him hate her than be "just friends" with him. She couldn't take it anymore, not able to be close to him and hold him in her arms; it was killing her inside slowly. Jenny was about to say something but she stumbled on her own words. Then Jethro placed a kiss on her hair gently and slowly walked out of the door. Leaving a breathless Jenny Shepard lying there with tears running down her face.

Later the same evening, Jenny was discharged from the hospital. But there was no Jethro there to help her out. Noemi was the one who picked her up at the hospital after she called her. Once they were at the house, Noemi helped Jenny into her king sized bed. "Is there anything else I can do for you señora?" Noemi asked with a smile on her face.

"No Noemi, I'm fine, you can go home now" Jenny answered.

"Have a good evening señora" "You call me if you need anything and I left a lot of food for you in the oven, so you should be fine this evening" Noemi replied and Jenny nodded firmly before Noemi walked out the door.

When Noemi closed the bedroom door, Jenny rolled over to her right side and thought about her situation with Jethro. She has to move on whether she likes it or not. If Jethro has moved on, she needs to do the same thing. Jethro has obviously moved on since the colonel to that annoying lawyer, M Allison Hart to that grey haired doctor of PsyOps division, Samantha Ryan. And back to Colonel Mann. Nobody liked any of them anyway, especially Abby. Jenny fell asleep rather quickly but woke up again at 05.00 hours. She felt nauseous, tired and weak. She could barely walk to the bathroom. But she had to be in the building today because of the important ops in MTAC and case files she had to oversee.

NCIS Headquarters

"Morning boss" All three agents said cheerful.

"Morning" Gibbs answered back at the same time his phone called.

"I'll be right down Duck" Gibbs said. "I'll be at Ducky's, carry on with your….mmuuhh….what ever it is you're doinf"

"Uuuhh, it's old case files boss, no case today" tony said with confusion. All the three agents shared a confused look. There was definitelysomething bothering there boss!

End of chapter 1 people! So what do you guys think, should I continue or not? Reviews reviews!