{ Disclaimer; All characters twilight related belong to Steph Meyer!! . No copy write intended.!}

This story takes place after Edward leaves. Bella sort of has a mini breakdown and pretty much stops giving a shit. Lol. Jacob black becomes her corrupted victim. ;)

Ch#1: "just do it"~Nike

My bedroom had turned into a sona. The heat from our bodies was sweltering. Especially Jacobs. He was already running at maximum temperature due to his wolf genes. He was my own personal Sun laying right here in my bed. He was even hotter when he was turned on. The crazy part is that we hadn't even done anything yet. Simple foreplay and a lot of dry humping. Aside from all the hornyness I couldn't keep the way our bodies fit together at the back of my mind. It was like a puzzle. I found a tiny shred of relief in those moments. That maybe I could belong to Jacob. I was so lost in my thoughts that I didn't feel Jacob stop sucking on my neck.

" Bella? Are you ok"?

I came back down to earth.

"Fine! I'm simply enjoying myself"

I said humming with appreciation and running my hands through the back of his head. I was really trying to distract myself from thinking.

"That's good." He said. The concern leaving his voice but not quite completley. I Gently pushed his head back to my neck so he could continue what he was doing before. Trying to distract him now from thinking. He kissed on my for a few minutes more. He eventually worked his way to my ear. He traced she shell of my ear with his tongue. It started a whole new level of of pleasure I had never experience before.

InternalMonolouge IM: "where in the hell did you learn that mr black? " I stifled a surprised giggle.

Then he asked me!! I wasn't really ready for the question. To be honest I don't think I am ready for this change that is about to possibly happen in both of our lives.

*Are you ready?". He asked so gently and seductively.

I froze. I couldn't speak.

He lifted his head up and and rested his forehead on mine, looking deep into my soul. I stared back searching for my answer in his eyes.

His jaw clenched as if he was getting nervous or impatient waiting for my answer.

As if he could read my mind he closed his eyes and his jaw clenched in anger this time. He pushed himself off of me and the bed and walked over to the window.

"It's those damn bloodsuckers again" he said through clenched teeth.

My heart constricted and the hole in my chest threatened to rip open.

He heard me gasp and turned to look at me. He spared no apology for being honest.

"It's been a whole year Bella! They aren't coming back! HE IS NOT COMING BACK FOR YOU"!

I couldn't help but flinch when he yelled and the pain and truth of his words sank in.

" Don't you see? I'm here! I've always been here Bella".

I really tried to see but the only thing in my field of vision was...Edward. I still had hope that someday will come back for me. Maybe I can love Jacob for a little while. Yes! Till Edward comes back for me. My mind was made.

"But I guess you will never see it" Jacob said with tears in his voice.

I almost forgot he was here in the midst of my epiphany.

"Ive gotta get out of here" he said opening my window to leave.

"No, Jake wait!" I said leaping up and attaching myself to him like a vine. He relaxed a little and held onto me as his life depended on it.

"I'm ready". I said nervously.

He looked me deep In my eyes trying to gauge my honest answer.

" Are you sure?" He asked softly.

"Yes, but you know this will change everything Jake" .

He nodded and kissed the top of my head reassuring me.

" I know...I know"

We didn't speak another word. everything moved so fast. Yet not another word was spoken. Nothing but the occasional Sigh and moan. The sound two bodies make in the throws of passion. The sweat, the heat...

In the middle of a good rhythm I noticed a cool breeze sweep over me. Jacob obviously was way to involved. I looked over his shoulder trying to focus on where the breeze came from.. My heart stopped and I noticed someone standing in the corner...watching us. Jacob didn't notice my reaction yet again and kept going. All I could do was stare at ..him. At edward. I didn't know how to feel at that moment. Pleasure, pain, anger,..I chose anger. I glared at Edward with all my might. He shown no emotion like the cold stone he was. I gripped Jacobs back tighter and begged him to go deeper and harder. I was going to have the first and best orgasm of my life and have if in front of edward. It seems like Jacob heard my thoughts and began this amazing combination of deep and rough yet gentle at the same time. All I could do was moan and smile at Edward. Smile a 'That's what you get smile'.

My orgasm took over as I realised that my alarm was going off and I could hear the sound of Charlie pulling out of the drive. I lay there panting and my panties and pants soaked from my dream. After relishing in my post orgasm it hit me. I know what I have to do. I am going to go have a shower and call Jacob. :)

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