Title: My Life Actually Sucks Sometimes

Character(s): Asaya Tenjo (KR's OC), mentions of Misael

Warning(s): Language

Rating: T

China: Basically, my best friend on this site, K.I.T. wrote me two drabbles and I knew I had to speed up my drabbles for her. The first drabble is called 'Seeing The Stars' which for all you 'Yuma's Twin Sister' followers, is about Yumi dying because of her 'curse' with good ol Shark comforting her in her final moments. The second is about my favourite OC of hers, Asaya Tenjo (Read either YTS chapter 14 or KR's stories: Delicate Flower, Barian Storm and Life). So in return I will be publishing two drabbles today, this is the first.

Yumi: This one is about Asaya, who is talking about her feelings for Misael. The second one will be about Misael and for some strange reason, China ships Misael X Asaya. She was originally saving a Misael X Asaya oneshot for KR's birthday, but she swapped it for a drabble so she could write a LEMON for KR's birthday.

China: NOW ENJOY, CHECK OUT KR AND REVIEW :)

Note: This story is only labelled as angst because angst is defined as 'feeling of persistent worry about something trivial'. Asaya is constantly worrying about her feelings for Misael because she fears it will get in the way of her duty, which is trivial. If I could, I would label this story as romance/angst/humor because this drabble is a tad funny XD


Grrrr, fuck Misael that bloody Barian! Who the fuck does he think he is?! I know that it's not unusual for me to swear, but if Kaito saw me swear this much then he would know immediately that there is something wrong.

Though on the overhand, if I told him that I was annoyed about Misael then maybe he would understand. Wait, of course he would understand! That bastard put Shark and Yuma in hospital while Orbital 7 just flew Kaito and I away unharmed. If you think that's the main reason I despise Misael, you're wrong. It may be one of the many reasons, but it's not the main one. The truth is…he's been flirting with me and its getting on my nerves!

Normally most eighteen year old girls in my position would be happy as a clam (where did that come from?). Misael at first glance, to anybody who lives on Earth, is an attractive, charming guy who has an attitude problem (like me, but still!). However to a trained eye who has experience with dealing with aliens (you heard me right folks), he's a slimy Barian who wants to destroy this world. That's why I can't let him get to me; he's my enemy and the other holder of the Galaxy-Eyes who wants to potentially kill my younger twin.

However I just can't burden Kaito with this little problem of mine, he's only just started to piece his life back together and I'm the older twin. I have to be the strong, prominent one in our family.

That's why even though he's attracting all these strange feelings inside of me, I can't act on them. Its one thing for me to have a one night stand with a human (I don't want to go into too much detail about Kaji), but with a Barian?! Out of the freaking question! I hate having to be the eldest sometimes; it means I have to be the responsible, mature one who can't always act on impulse. And have you seen how impulsive I am?!

As long as this war between us and the Barians takes place, I'll just have to continue being the calm level headed person that I am (that's a joke by the way). I can't submit unto my desires, I have to be strong.

But that doesn't mean I can't dream about what might have been. About those deep blue eyes that are filled with determination, and his corn silk hair that is longer than mine.

Man…my life actually sucks sometimes.