A/N: A random Song Fic About Hiei.. The song is Owned By Linkin Park,
Called Easier to Run..
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~ It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone ~
I look out upon the darkened city night, Before me lay the residence of the Genkai, Within the simple structured walls resided my sister. Yukina, my world and my life.
~ Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played ~
I remembered watching her from the safety of the trees, watching her live her life, alone, sad and on her own. Yet I could not, would not reveal to her my true identity.
~ If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
Would ~
I simply sighed, ever so sadly, It would not be me she would spend
Christmas with. I was nothing more than a fighter, not her brother.
Yet how shall I get over such a painful detail?
~ Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past ~
I can only stare and cry, those times of torment I would go through.
For Yukina, Yet she would never know, I would never be thanked.
Couldn't she tell just by how I cared? I guess I shouldn't try to make
her understand. I should be off and find a new life, she has someone,
I truly think will understand.
~ Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change ~
But in my mind I only curse, I know leaving is the coward's way out. I
must stay and hide behind a simple mask, pretend I don't care and stay
only to watch. This is how I am this is how I live.
~ It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone ~
Now I only watch, running from my fears, running from my Memories, my feelings but not my duties. I know I have friends, I know how much easier it is to just leave this all behind but I cant.. And I won't leave Yukina here alone.
A/N: How did you like it?
** ** ** ** ** ** ** ** ** ** ** **
~ It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone ~
I look out upon the darkened city night, Before me lay the residence of the Genkai, Within the simple structured walls resided my sister. Yukina, my world and my life.
~ Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I've kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they've played ~
I remembered watching her from the safety of the trees, watching her live her life, alone, sad and on her own. Yet I could not, would not reveal to her my true identity.
~ If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could
Stand up and take the blame I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I
Would ~
I simply sighed, ever so sadly, It would not be me she would spend
Christmas with. I was nothing more than a fighter, not her brother.
Yet how shall I get over such a painful detail?
~ Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past ~
I can only stare and cry, those times of torment I would go through.
For Yukina, Yet she would never know, I would never be thanked.
Couldn't she tell just by how I cared? I guess I shouldn't try to make
her understand. I should be off and find a new life, she has someone,
I truly think will understand.
~ Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don't feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change ~
But in my mind I only curse, I know leaving is the coward's way out. I
must stay and hide behind a simple mask, pretend I don't care and stay
only to watch. This is how I am this is how I live.
~ It's easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It's so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone ~
Now I only watch, running from my fears, running from my Memories, my feelings but not my duties. I know I have friends, I know how much easier it is to just leave this all behind but I cant.. And I won't leave Yukina here alone.
A/N: How did you like it?