"Hotsuma-kun, will you join us?" Toko asks.
"Maybe..." I wasn't in the mood for such a cheerful girl like Toko.
"Shuusei is not here yet, is he?" she continues "It makes you mad?"
"He is not here and NO, it doesn't make me mad, I am just bored. And who the hell bought those drinks, they are for kids!" I hissed.
"Yuki-chan thought they were more healthy"
"I see." no mood to fight eighter.
"Yuki said if you are cold to come in the house." I heard her going back in the house but I still could hear her last words "Confess already!"
To confess? Well, I thought about it too but how, was my biggest question. I can't just go to him and say 'Hey Shuusei, I am in love with you since a long time and I hope you feel the same for me'. No, that was just stupid.
Why is my life that complicated? I mean, look at the others in the mansion, Yuki and Luka are already together (even if it took a while), Torikubo and Toko, no problems.
And still, why the fuck am I in love with my best friend? I know it all started from a strong guilty feeling but when did it turn to love? Maybe when I saw how beautiful he is, how shiny his eyes are, what a soft voice he has... STOP! I just sounded too weird!
I heard noise in the room and I turned to see what happened. That beautiful idiot just arrived home. Damn! Now what am I gonna say?
Toko is getting close to him and whispers something in his ear. Then he turns to me and smiles. That woman, I swear to kill her!
Then he came close to me. Well, that wasn't really what I wanted but I can handle this. Who the hell am I lying to? I fucking can't do this! This is fucking stupid.
"Toko-chan told me that you wanted to see me" he said quietly.
"I asked her where you are, not that I want to talk to you. I have nothing to tell you except the fact that you should anounce someone in the mansion when you are late. That's all." Oh god, I was a huge liar.
"Ok...if that is all. I was at the store to buy you this because you told me you wanted it, and I thoght you..." he didn't finish his sentence because I hugged him and I heard that stupid video game falling on the floor.
"Wanna tell me the truth, Hotsuma?" he asked "Just the truth, I don't want more or less. Just the words in your heart."
"I... l-...o-...v...e..." I couldn't tell more. I was already too embarassed to continue.
"I love you too." He told me and then took my chin in his fingers getting our faces at just a few millimeters distance.
I didn't know what he was about to do but then, he kissed me on my lips. At the start it was calm and soft but after I gave him the permission to deepen it, it soon became wild and passional. I felt his tongue in my mouth, moaning inside the orifice.
He stopped the kiss when he realized that I was out of breath.
"Maybe we should continue this in another place. Here, we are kinda exposed." he said and this time I understood what he meant.
"Ok" I answered, even if I wasn't too sure what I said but I suppose I have to trust him...
Next morning I barely woken up and I met Shuusei's gaze over me. A few seconds after I realized that I was naked and what I did last night.
"Oh shit..."
"What Hotsuma, you regret what we did? What I did?"
"No! It was just that my back fucking hurts, you idiot!" I said smiling.
"Oh. You still mean what you said yesterday?"
"Yes. Today and probabily forever."
And there was it. The end of silence in our relationship.