So, I'm sort of a fan of the Twilight series...but not enough where I go psychoatic over it. I decided that I would get off my butt and give this a try. Bare with me please, I'm going to try and make as little mistakes as possible. I'm open to anyone who has constructive criticism or anyone who can give advice on the series in general. Please no flames!
The majority of the story will be from Renesmee's point of view, but there will other point's of view too (for right now if there are others, then they'll be from Jacob, Edward, and Bella's point of view).
I own nothing! Everything except the plot belongs to Stephenie Meyer...
Enjoy!
Everywhere I'm looking now,
I'm surrounded by your embrace,
Baby I can see your halo,
You know your my saving grace,
Your everything I need and more,
It's written all over your face,
Baby I can feel your halo,
Pray it won't fade away.
~Halo- Beyonce~
Baby Brown Eyes
The color of the room was a deep, blood red that was on the edge of black. Being half vampire, I could tell the difference. I lied in the dark, blood red sheets, feeling the coolness of the bedding against my bare back, but I could also feel the intense of heat of him on top of me. His warm lips were pressed to mine as my small, dainty hands softly held onto his upper arms, as he knelt over me. Our bodies fit perfectly together as our kissing continued.
"Jake...," I breathed, as his lips moved to where my neck and shoulder met. I didn't know what was coming over me, but I needed him so bad.
"Ness...I want you...," He moaned, as his hands drifted to my black, lace underwear, ripping them with one flick of his wrist.
Our lips remained in tight contact with each other. His tongue slid gently pass my lips as he plunged himself into my body. I felt myself bite my lip to prevent myself from moaning so loud...but knowing this dream too well, I would eventually let go with each thrust that came from him.
"Jake...please...Jake!" I gasped, wrapping my leg around his waist.
"Nessie...my God, you're so beautiful!" He winced, as he continued to move further into my body.
"Jake! Jake! JAKE!" I screamed, gripping the sides of the mattress.
"Renesmee! Get your butt up out of bed!" I heard Mama scream, as I rolled my eyes.
I'd been dreaming of him for the last several months. The same dream occurred frequently more than they had when I first started having them. The same dream revolved around my best friend, my Jacob.
After yawning a couple times, I slid my feet into my monkey slippers and went into my bathroom to start a shower. While the water was running, I looked at my reflection in the mirror. I stared at a girl with curly, bronze colored hair and a perfect face that looked tired. Out of curiousity, I looked at the date and time on my phone, June 1st.
On the plus side, it was only a matter of three days before school was over and my family went on a vacation to Palm Springs for summer. I had no idea why they would pick Palm Springs when it was always sunny down there and my family avoided the sun as much as possible. I was the only one who could actually go in the sun and not sparkle like a diamond. For some reason deep down, I didn't want to leave Jacob for eight days. It felt oddly strange to me.
After standing there letting the somewhat hot water come down my body, I started thinking about the dreams I had about Jake. The thought of being in love with my best friend sounded completely absurd in my mind. The same guy who had babysat me countless times, played with me every single day, and more importantly protected me from the bad...I couldn't be in love with him.
Or could I?
After stepping out the shower, I slid into my comfy blue bathrobe. When I opened the door to my room, I nearly jumped out of my underwear when I saw my aunts, Alice and Rosale, with Mama sitting in my room.
"Good morning!" Aunt Alice chirped, happily.
"Yeah...hi. Gosh, you all scared me. Anyway, what's up?" I asked, calming down a bit.
"Well, I came up here to help you get dressed as usual, but your mother and Alice want to talk about something." Aunt Rosalie responded, making it clear she had no part in whatever she was talking about, "Come come, let's find you something."
"So, Mama, Alice, what did you want to talk about?" I asked, giving them a curious look, while Rosalie was rummaging through my closet.
"Well, I know that for the last five months and two days, you've been having a certain dream about a certain someone." Alice said, trying not to smile too much.
Oh no...please don't tell me she's seen my dreams? Oh God...even worse, I hope my dad didn't read her mind either...fudge!
"Since I clearly couldn't get pass your mother and her prying, now she knows and we just wanted to tell you what you're feeling and dreaming about Jacob is perfectly normal." Alice continued, smiling.
"Yeah, it's normal if you call having sex with a dog normal." Rose snided, rolling her eyes.
"Rose...," Mama sighed, trying not to get irritated. Ever since I could remember, I knew Rose and Jacob have never seen eye, or at least that's what they try to portray to everyone. When it came to taking care of me when I was a baby, they were fine, but other than that, they never got along. Deep down, I think they both like each other more than they let on.
"I'm sorry, it's just too easy." Rose muttered, still looking through the closet.
"Anyway, sweetie, we don't want you to feel embarrassed. How you feel about Jake is nothing to be ashamed of." Mama told me, pulling me into a hug.
I reached my hand up to her cheek to show her how worried I was, despite what she told me. I showed her pictures of my father, Edward, not approving of my feelings for Jake and how Jake's pack might react to us being together...well not so much his pack, just Leah to be exact.
"Oh, honey, your father and the pack love you. Leah...eh, let's not talk about that, but no matter what, we all love you." Mama said, rubbing my back.
"Yeah, she's right. You're family, and we'll always love you." Alice added, smiling.
"Thanks. That makes me feel somewhat better." I admitted, sighing.
"Okay, you're six years old...I'm pretty sure you can dress yourself. Your closet has been infected with too much Alice." Rose sighed, walking out of my room.
"She's just jealous because I'm pure genius." Alice whispered, knowing that Rose still heard her.
"Okay, so tell me why you chose to have our summer vacation in Palm Springs? Have you seen the forecast lately?" I asked Alice, looking through my closet.
"Trust me, I've seen the forecast. There are only two days where it's really sunny, but the other days it'll be cloudy. Plus, your Aunt Rose and I are going clubbing at night. Your mother is being a party pooper and won't come with." Alice explained, glancing at Mama.
"I'm sorry. I don't do clubs and plus, your father is taking me out on helicopter ride and then we...have other things to do." Mama replied, twitching her topaz eyes.
"No need to explain the last part. I get it." I giggled, smiling at her bashfulness, "While we're on the subject, I need help packing."
"Bella, leave, I have work to do." Alice chirped, literally shoving Mama out of my room.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm going. If she gets to be too much sweetie, let me know." Mama said, heading down the hall.
"I can sense there's something you left out of that discussion, Nessie. What is it?" Alice inquired, taking suitcases out of my closet.
"You have to promise you'll try everything in your power to not let this slip out of your mind. If Daddy hears this then I think he might go nuts." I told her, as we wrapped pinkies, "I think I might like Jacob."
"Isn't that what we've been discussing for the last ten minutes?" Alice asked, as a look of confusion came across her face.
"No, not like that. I mean, like...literally everytime I look at him, I want to jump on him and do...that to him." I explained, biting my lip.
"Yeah, that's not too hard to tell, especially since Jasper can sense all the lust coming from you. Sometimes he gets so freaked out he sits in a corner and rocks back and forth." Alice laughed, as I started blushing.
"It's not my fault. Have you seen him? I mean, he's just so hot." I mumbled, hiding my smile, "Poor, mixed up Uncle Jasper."
"Okay, enough talking about your main squeeze. You need to get ready for school, and I'll be home packing you for Palm Springs." Alice suggested, unzipping the suitcases.
"He's not my main squeeze! And you promised to be careful...Daddy probably heard that." I told her, going back in my closet.
Thirty minutes after talking with Aunt Alice, I decided to straighten my hair while Nanna Esme was cooking breakfast. I decided to wear my black sleeveless cardigan, grey zebra tank top, soft black skinny jeans. I brushed my swept bangs a little bit so that it was soft. I put on some eyeliner and my favorite watermelon lip balm. I didn't feel the need to wear mascara since my lashes were really long. After giving myself a once over in the mirror, I slipped on my moccasins and headed downstairs.
As I got to the bottom of the stairs, his scent slapped me dead in the face. I could tell he was close to the house. As I waited for him, I met my family in the kitchen.
"Nessie, the dog is almost here." Aunt Rose told me, from the living room.
"Rosalie...," Grandpa Carlisle muttered, giving her his look.
"Force of habit." She replied, continuing to read the paper.
"You could still try to be a little more nicer to him. He's a sweet boy." Esme agreed, cleaning the dishes.
"Oh yeah, like the smell of wet dog is appealing." Rose snided, rolling her eyes.
"Anyway, good morning Nanna, Grandpa." I said, switching the subject.
"Morning, sweetheart." Nanna Esme smiled, kissing my forehead.
"Your breakfast is in the microwave." Grandpa Carlisle added, hugging me.
"Thank you." I chirped, grabbing a plate with my breakfast burrito on it.
"Wooo! What a good morning workout!" I heard Uncle Emmett's voice, coming from upstairs, "What's up baby niece?"
"Not much. Somebody had fun this morning." I giggled, sipping my orange juice.
"Had the best workout. Your old man couldn't take it." Uncle Emmett said, trying not to laugh at my dad.
"For one, one hundred and six isn't old. Two, you made me run on a treadmill for four hours. We're vampires, we already run fast enough." Daddy argued, giving Uncle Emmett a disturbed look.
"Ah, stop being a little girl." Uncle Emmett told him, still laughing.
"It's okay, Daddy. At least you weren't with him when him, Grandpa, and Uncle Jasper went running for seven hours straight. Uncle Emmett was too busy enjoying his run to know Grandpa and Uncle Jasper left after like two hours." I mentioned, making him feel better.
"I knew they were lying when said he stayed the whole time." Uncle Emmett said, crossing his arms like a little kid.
"Hey, it's not my fault you aren't as evasive as I am." Uncle Jasper said, going back to watching T.V.
"I had...well, I had nothing to do, I just wasn't in the mood for running." Grandpa Carlisle added, not in the least way ashamed.
"Guys are a real piece of work." I muttered, shaking my head.
"I hope that's not what you think of all guys." A husky voice responded, making me turn around.
"Hello, Jacob." Nanna greeted, giving him a hug. I was kind of surprised that his hot skin didn't burn her.
"Hi, Esme." He grinned, accepting her hug.
"Hey." I smiled, noticing the butterflies whirling around in my stomach. He wrapped me up in his big arms as I took in his warmth. He reminded me of a fireplace on a cold winter day. After a little bit, I could hear Daddy clearing his throat obnoxiously.
"Ugghhh, it smells in here!" Rose sighed, rolling her eyes.
"Hey, Blondie, how do you drive a blonde crazy?" Jacob asked, as Rose remained silent, "Give her a bag of M&M's and tell her to alphabetize them."
"Good one. I thought you would have used the one with the mirror and the pool again." Daddy told him, chuckling at Jacob's joke.
"Ugghh, stupid mutt." Rosalie growled, as she ascended the stairs.
"Come on, can't you be nice to her? She's not all that bad." I told him, sweetly.
"Ness, it's a force of habit. I hate Blondie, she hates me. It's keeping the world in balance." Jacob replied, slightly grinning.
"I think you two secretly like each other and won't tell anyone." I said, taking a bite out of my burrito, "Nanna made you one too. It's in the microwave."
"Thanks. Hey, you straightened your hair." He mentioned, shutting the door to the microwave.
"Oh, yeah. I just had extra time on my hands. You like it?" I mumbled, trying not to blush.
"I think you look great no matter what." Jacob told me, smiling.
"Nessie, honey, let's...oh hey, Jake." Mama greeted, finding us in the kitchen.
"Hey, Bells." He replied, trying not to spit out chunks of food.
"I don't wanna cut this visit short, but Nessie, you have school." Mama reminded me.
"Can I just have a minute?" I asked her, giving her the look.
"Okay, but don't be late. I'm heading out so I'll be back." Mama told me, grabbing her car keys and left.
"You wanna hang out tonight?" Jake asked me, once Mama left.
"Sure. I'll be back from dance by six." I responded, realizing that we were kind close.
I was trying really hard not to jump in his lap and just start making out with him. If I did that, my father would most likely blow a gasket, kill Jacob, and remind me how I'm only six years old and shouldn't be engaging in such behavior. I mean, seriously I didn't look like six year old. I'm pretty sure a six year old didn't have C cups of any kind...well, D cups, but I always lied to people that I wore C cups.
"Well...I have to...get going..," I mumbled hesistantly. I didn't want to leave him, especially since he just got here.
"I'll see you at six then." He smiled, knowing that he didn't want to leave me. I gave him another quick hug before Daddy had a chance to intervene.
After pulling into the parking lot of Forks High, I shut the door to my small, silver Dodge Neon. Even though my family had a lot of money, I didn't really like extravagant cars like everyone else had. I just preferred a normal, small car that wouldn't cause too much attention.
"Hey, Nessie!" My friend, Summer greeted, meeting me towards the entrance of the school. Her brownish-red hair was a tad rustled from the wind outside. Her skin was pale, but not as much as a vampire's but close enough. Her eyes were huge and green, just like her mom's.
"Hey. Sorry I forgot to meet you at Panera this morning. I got caught up in stuff." I apologized, feeling bad that I let her down.
"And by caught up, you mean caught up in your hot best friend?" She asked, smiling.
"Yes, I was with Jake." I admitted, rolling my eyes.
"Why don't you just get with him already? I mean, you guys obviously like each other." Summer explained, pointing out the obvious.
"I don't know, Summer. I mean, I really like him, but I don't know if he likes me as more than his best friend." I muttered, sadly.
"Hey guys, what's up?" My other friend, Nathan, questioned, as we stopped at our lockers.
Nathan is a vampire just like my family. He was about the same height as Daddy. His skin was pale, but still had the olive tone to it like he was when he was human. He had black hair, topaz eyes, and was kind of muscular.
He used to be in a coven in Mexico, but he didn't think hunting humans was right. Now he's apart of the Denali coven, but he wanted to spend time getting to know my family in Forks. Long story short, my coven and his coven are extended family. He's a vegetarian too, so we click pretty well and he gets along great with my family.
"Not much, talking about Nessie getting with a hot piece of ass." Summer told him, as I opened my locker.
"In other words, Summer is interfering with my love life...not that I have one." I added, grabbing my Japanese textbook.
"Oh God, the douche is coming to flirt with you again." Nathan warned me, as I noticed the so called hottest guy in school was walking towards us.
"Hey, Renesmee." Hayden Parker greeted, giving me his flirty look, not that it worked with me.
"Hi, Hayden." I smiled, politely.
"So, some friends and I are going to Port Angeles to hang out this weekend. You free?" He asked, winking at me.
"Uhh, sorry, I planned on spending time with my friends in La Push this weekend. Maybe some other time." I denied, letting him down easy for the umpteenth time.
"Okay, I've been asking you out since last year and you've been rejecting me everytime. I'm not that bad a guy, you know." Hayden told me, as I shut my locker.
"Hayden, please. Every girl in this school knows you're a player. Whether or not you're a bad guy doesn't matter to me. I've told probably more than a hundred times that I don't want to go out with you. You're just not my type." I explained, trying not to be rude.
"That's impossible, I'm everyone's type." He argued, getting caught up in himself.
"Look, I've already told you countless times that I don't want to go out with you. Can you please just leave it at that?" I questioned, getting irritated as I got closer to class.
"Catch ya later." He said, completely oblivious to what I just told him.
"How can someone be so stupid?" Summer asked, as we approached English Lit.
"I know. I can't believe how stupid football players can be." I agreed, rolling my eyes. Hayden Parker had to be the dumbest person I've ever met.
While our teacher was having a discussion on Pride and Prejudice, I paid it no mind seeing as how I already read the book countless times since I was not even a year old. That's what tends to happen when you have a mind of a vampire and a family full of intelligent vampires. I decided that I would text Alice.
Hey, how's the packing going? Sry I had to leave for school :( Only three days till summer brk :)
"You're not gonna take notes?" Summer questioned, curiously.
"I've already read the book plenty of times. I really don't need to." I told her, trying not to sound too stuck up.
As she went back to taking her notes, I knew that for the last few years that I had known her she was starting to get suspicious. I could recall back in freshmen year, she asked me about how my family looks so beautiful when she came over my house to do a project for European History. Then sophomore year is when she noticed that my family was oddly pale. It was really hard to keep the fact that my family and I are vampires away from her. She was the first friend I met since my parents let me go to school. I felt torn because I hate keeping a secret from my friend, but at the same time my family means the world to me, and I know that they would die for me (if it were possible). While I continued to get wrapped in my thoughts, I heard my phone vibrate in the pocket of my jeans. It was from Aunt Alice.
I'm done packing! It only took me an hr! I think it's an all time recrd for me! :D
I smiled, and texted her back...
That's great! Was Uncle Jaz impressed?
After I put my phone back in my pocket, I noticed that now the entire class was reading. I guess they had been assigned a section. From what I could read on the board, they were at the last few chapters of the book.
"Is there a reason you're not reading, Ms. Cullen?" Mrs. Fletcher asked, noticing that I was just sitting at my desk.
"Ummm, forgive me, Mrs. Fletcher, I've already read the entire book...and I've completed all the outlines and study questions." I told her, while everyone was staring at me.
"Well, rather than just sitting there, you're welcomed to study for the final exam that's tomorrow." Mrs. Fletcher suggested, as everyone went back to reading. While she was at her desk grading papers, I felt my phone vibrate again.
Yeah, he was actually quite impressed with me. Him and Em are still pcking since they didn't want me to help. I guess ur mom and dad decided to procrastinate cuz they still haven't pcked...
Her text made me smile. It always amused me how much Mama and Daddy always waited to the very last minute to pack when we went on vacation. There was one time we all decided to go to Denali to visit our extended family and they waited until like at least an hour before we left to pack. They claimed that they 'forgot'. Yeah, that's a load of crap.
Yeah, you can't choose your family, huh? Hahaha, no jk...ily guys :D
For the rest of class, I pretended to study for the sake of not hearing the teacher complain. Only two days and some odd hours till we left for the airport to Palm Springs.
Once classes were over for the day, I headed over to my dance class...well, classes. It only took me about a half hour to get there.
While I was driving, I thought more about how Summer might be catching onto my personal life. It was a scary thought, just to imagine myself telling her that my family is full of vampires and that I'm a half human, half vampire hybrid. On top of that, the guy I think I'm in love with is a werewolf. Knowing her for the last three years, her reaction isn't going to be a happy one. I can imagine her calling me a bad friend and things of that nature. I just always hoped that if she were to find out that she wouldn't judge for what my family and I are.
She can't imagine how dangerous it is for her to know. I can deal with my family since they've been vegetarians forever, but when it came to the Volturi...I didn't want to think about them. Point blank, if the Volturi find out that she knows of our kind, she's sentenced to death, unless we change her into a vampire. I've heard stories from Grandpa Carlisle about how hard it is to control your thirst when you're a newborn, that was something I wasn't too keen to watch.
I remember having this discussion with Nathan so many times, and everytime he's always told me it's a hard life that vampires live and we have to try and make the best of it. If she can't understand what you've been through, then she's not a real friend. I mean, I think his explanation is kind of biased since out of the three of us, him and I are of the same kind; Summer isnt.
Putting aside my disturbing thoughts, I pulled into the parking lot of the dance center. I grabbed my bag and headed inside. Dancing was kind of like my getaway from everything. School and my family. I loved my family a lot, but I can't always be around them every minute. I'd been dancing since I was about three years old...when I looked like a eight year old. It surprised me that Daddy let me do it, but I knew how important it was to him that I experience as many human things as possible. Since I was about to stop aging in September.
The first class on my list of ways to get tired was jazz. I liked jazz a lot, but for some reason I loved lyrical more, since you can express yourself more. Once I walked into the changing room, I met my other friend, Alexa while she was putting her tights and toe undies.
"Hey." I greeted, putting my bag on the bench.
"Hey, Ness. How's it going?" She asked, putting her hair in a ponytail.
"Eh, it's all right. Just thinking about getting out of school for summer." I told her, taking my dance clothes out of my bag.
"I feel you." She responded, walking into the studio.
While I was putting my tights on, I tried really hard for the time being not to think about what had been bothering me. I was going to put it aside and do what I loved doing.
~Jacob~
While I was waiting for Nessie to come home from dance, I spent my spare time watching TV. Everyone except Edward, Alice, and Jasper went out to hunt. Bella was still out doing whatever she was doing. Every day that passes by, it reminds me that Nessie's birthday is getting closer. Three months and nine days. It also reminded me that I had to tell her about imprinting. I felt happy because I get to finally tell her, but I also felt terrible too. I kind of felt bad because I didn't want her to feel obligated to choose me. I wanted her to have a choice, just like Bella and Edward. Whatever she wanted me to be, that's what I would be. I felt even worse because it was really difficult to control my changing thoughts about her. I was lucky that Edward wasn't still considering to kill me by now. I could have sworn there was one time she was wearing a pair of denim shorts and Edward snarled at me. I mean, really it's not my fault that Nessie is the most beautiful girl I've seen in...my whole life.
"Hey, Jake." I heard Bella say, as I turned around on the couch.
"Hey." I muttered, noticing that she dyed her hair darker and she cut it, "Oh, nice hair by the way."
"Thanks! I just got tired of my hair growing so much." She mentioned, lounging on the couch next to me, "What's wrong?"
"Nothing, just thinking." I told her, staring at the TV.
"About Nessie's birthday, right?" She asked, as I sat there silent, "I may be a vampire, but I'm still a mother, Jake."
"I know...it's just...difficult. I have no idea how to tell her that I'm bonded to her for the rest of my life...if it were me I'd probably wet myself." I admitted, stressing myself out some more.
"To be honest, I couldn't even tell you how'd she react to you telling her. I mean, I can't read her mind like Edward and he refuses to tell me what's on her mind when it comes to that issue. He's being immature about it." Bella said, making the last part of her sentence loud on purpose.
"In my defense, you know Charlie wasn't too pleasant when I first came around. You insisted that he wasn't going to hang his gun belt on multiple occassions. Like I could really die from a bullet." Edward responded, appearing behind me. I was surprised that I didn't fall off the couch.
"But back to what I was saying, whatever happens...it'll happen. At least you'll be doing the right thing by telling her the truth." Bella continued, ignoring Daddy Vamp.
"Yeah, I guess that makes me feel a little better." I shrugged, passively.
"Oh, and by the way, Jacob, is there any particular reason you've nicknamed me Daddy Vamp?" Edward asked me, making me shift a little.
"Are you sure you really wanna know?" I questioned, biting my lip.
"Yes, that would be helpful." He muttered, impatiently.
"Well...the pack and I were just messing around and we were joking about how you act like a human dad when it comes to Nessie...and you're a vampire, so we just came up with it." I managed to get out, hoping to make a run to the door.
"I think it's a cute nickname," Bella laughed, ignoring the scowl on his face, "Come on, turn that frown upside down."
"It's not working." Edward mumbled, still scowling.
"Hi! I'm home!" I heard her beautiful voice, noticing that Edward was staring at me. I think it amused him to see me squirm.
"Oh, and don't you forget it." He smirked, clearly reading my mind.
~Renesmee~
After walking in my house from dance, I saw Daddy, Mama, and Jake chilling in the living room. In all honesty, I felt really tired. I mean, my last class was a mix of technique, jumps, and stretching. The stretching part wasn't what bothered me, since I could do all my splits. What made me really tired was all the leaps and jumps we've been doing. Once I got to the living room, I just dropped my bag onto the floor.
"Hey, how was dance?" Mama asked, hugging me.
"I like your hair, Mama! But yeah, I'm just kinda tired from all the jumping and leaps." I told her, sighing a bit.
"Does anything hurt at all?" Daddy asked, holding my hand between his chilly ones.
"No, I'm just tired is all." I assured him, letting my thoughts go through to him.
"Okay. Just make sure you get some rest and I'll make you something." He offered, with a kiss to my forehead.
"Thanks." I said, turning to see Jake. That's when my hormones kicked in. He was lying there wearing a tight black t-shirt that showed off everything up top. Awww man...not now when I'm all tired!
"Hey, Ness!" He chirped, happily.
"Hi...can you help me?" I asked him, kind of sounding like a toddler version of myself.
"I gotcha." He replied, effortlessly picking me up and setting me down on his lap.
"It feels so good to be off my feet." I told him, cuddling into his chest. It was so weird because he's exactly seven feet and I'm exactly five feet.
"I'd figure, since you're the genius who decided to take four dance classes." He chuckled. I loved hearing the bass of his voice and laughter. At that moment, I heard Daddy growl while he was making me something to eat.
Don't act like you didn't do it with Mama...
"That's different." He muttered, acting like a stubborn child.
How is it different exactly?
"It was different." He repeated, not answering my question.
"Can we not talk via mind chat?" Jake asked, getting annoyed.
"Sorry." I mumbled, cuddling back on his chest, "You wanna watch a movie with me?"
"Sure. You want me to find one?" He questioned, looking through the shelves of dvd's.
"That would be nice, thanks." I smiled.
"Here. I made your favorite." Daddy told me, handing me a basket with a salami sandwich and pretzel sticks.
"Thanks, Daddy." I told him, chewing on a pretzel stick.
While I was enjoying my mini meal, I was lying on Jake watching The Grudge 2. I thought it was somewhat scary, but he thought it was funny. We were at the part where the Japanese girl and her boyfriend were in the hotel and her boyfriend hasn't come out of the bathroom shower yet.
"I don't know why you're so scared, Ness, it's not that bad." Jake told me, rubbing my back.
"Because...it's just weird that some haunted little girl is cursing and killing people." I explained, shivering. That was when I realized that during this movie so far, I was gripping Jacob's shirt. I could feel the blush creep into my cheeks as I stared into his black eyes.
Oh, man...what am I to do?
"I should probably go...," He murmurred, gently setting me on the couch. Before I knew it, he had already phased and started running through the trees.
What was that all about?
"He's just dealing with some things right now. He's not angry with you." Daddy's voice told me, as I cut the TV off.
"Do you know what kind of things?" I asked him, curiously.
"It's not in my place to say anything, Renesmee. This is something that Jacob has to deal with on his own." Daddy replied, going back upstairs.
That left me to think about what exactly is Jacob going through.
Okay, so this really wasn't the best first chapter...but I tried my best. Here's a preview to the next chapter...
"Okay. I'm sure you've all noticed that he's been up and leaving a lot under weird circumstances just as I have. The question is, what do you all know that I don't?" I asked my family, sternly. I wanted an explanation...and I wanted it now.
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