I never meant to…

Disclaimer: None of the characters belong to me, unfortunately!!!

A/n: This is a story really close to home for me, so I'd be pleased if no one flamed, as its kind of well its based on what's happened to me, I was advised to do this by my psychotherapist and so I've used characters I like.

15th November 2002

Dear Hermione

This is the best way I can think of in confiding in you. I have no intention of telling you this to your face, as I know you'd probably scream and shout at me for getting involved in your life and business, but you need to be told.

I'm afraid of what your doing to yourself, don't think I haven't noticed you skipping as many meals as possible, and even when you do eat you disappear to the toilet straight afterwards. I may not be one of the most observant people, but I'm not downright stupid. I've known for a while now, that you've been starving yourself, but yet I don't think I understand why. Maybe you don't like food anymore, I mean that came from your own mouth, but then again it could have something to do with you wanting to be thin. I remember overhearing you talk to Ginny in the summer holidays about how much weight you'd put on an how you needed to loose it as quickly as possible. I myself couldn't see it, but most people are critical of their bodies so I thought nothing of it. I wish I had thought more deeply about that comment, wished I could have known how far you would go to become thin.

I don't understand why this has started though; no one's ever said you were fat have they? You have always been thin, and yet you've decided you're fat. I can't understand you anymore; you've become a different person ever since this started. Your more secretive, private, and a hell of a lot more moody than I've ever known you to be I mean I thought you we're going to take Malfoy's head off when he started on us; I think he won't be messing with you for a while. 

I know this hasn't been going on very long, I'd say it started around the beginning of term, probably the only time you could stop eating. When you stayed at mine this summer, you wouldn't have had a chance, you know what my moms like! I want to help you Mione, I want to help you, and you need help before this develops into a big problem that you won't be able to handle or control on your own. I don't want to see you hurt yourself anymore so please try and get over this, if not for you then for me.

I'll always be there for you, please remember that Mione.

All my love

Ron

A/n: Please read and review, please no flamers, I understand it may be bad, but as I said before really close to home. Hopefully Hermione's reply will be better as well I know more about that.