The Fear On Being Found

by Cut-Wrist Kate

Could I change one thing? Could I change your mind? Shall we burn it just like the last time? I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it. Not even the first time.HPSS Songfic Blaqk Audio Series

A/N: Here is another song fic in the Blaqk Audio series. This song is called 'The Fear On Being Found.'

Title: The Fear On Being Found
Author: Cut-Wrist Kate
Disclaimer: Well…. technically I do own the work of J.K.R and Blaqk Audio…I have the books and the CD….
Pairings: HP/SS

Warnings:…implications of suicide and slash

I have been a world apart

Stuck in between time.

Head into the ground I'm found

Falling through fault lines.

I feel see through.

Can you see through me?

Could I change one thing?

Could I change your mind?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

Not even the first time.

Raise a glass and toast the flame

Just like the old days.

Swallow, but be careful, don't drown

The new ways you could say:

"Would you change this time?"

I'll begin to change my mind

When you can explain why

I feel see through.

Can you feel me?

Could I change one thing?

Could I change your mind?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

Not even the first time.

Could I change one thing?

Could I change your mind?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

Not even the first time.

Shall we?

Nothings different.

Shall we?

Nothings different.

Shall we?

Nothings different.

Shall we?

Nothings different.

Could I change one thing?

Could I change your mind?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

Not even the first time.

Could I change one thing?

Could I change your mind?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

Not even the first time.

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I have been a world apart

Who I am and who they want me to be

Stuck in between time.

Sometimes I forget which is which.

Head into the ground I'm found

One step closer to the grave.

Falling through fault lines.

Knife slicing in between the lines that aren't there.

I feel see through.

So invisible to the world.

Can you see through me?

See through my lies?

Could I change one thing?

If I had a choice.

Could I change your mind?

Make you realize that I am me.

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

Will you torch me with you tongue?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

I've never understood love, I don't think I ever will.

Not even the first time.

Not even when I thought I did.

Raise a glass and toast the flame

Congratulate the burning flame of desire only you can feel.

Just like the old days.

Remember the good times.

Swallow, but be careful, don't drown

Push the bad ones down, don't let them overwhelm you.

The new ways you could say:

So many times you've tried.

"Would you change this time?"

Is this for real?

I'll begin to change my mind

I'll decide to live

When you can explain why

When you can cure me.

I feel see through.

So invisible.

Can you feel me?

Can you feel my pain?

Could I change one thing?

I had the choice.

Could I change your mind?

Could I make you believe?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

Should I just lie and say I feel it to?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

Don't ask me, I don't know why I've never understood.

Not even the first time.

Not even in the beginning

Could I change one thing?

Would I take the chance?

Could I change your mind?

Could you understand?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

Shall we destroy the evidence?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

I can't change me, so I'll kill me.

Not even the first time.

In the past I didn't succeed.

Shall we?

Will you join me?

Nothings different.

They still hate you.

Shall we?

Please?

Nothings different.

They still loathe you.

Shall we?

I beg you.

Nothings different.

I'll do it either way.

Shall we?

Will you live alone, or die with me?

Nothings different.

In life or death.

Could I change one thing?

Would I take that chance?

Could I change your mind?

Would you listen?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

Should I just burn the real me?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

I can't change your mind, I can't force you to come with me.

Not even the first time.

I tried last time .

Could I change one thing?

Could I change your answer?

Could I change your mind?

Would you join me?

Shall we burn it just like the last time?

Shall we both burn in Hell?

I can't change a thing, can't explain why I never felt it

I can't force you…so I won't try.

Not even the first time.

I will succeed, unlike last time.

A/N: I hope you liked this one, thanks to Cozy who, once again listened to it and encouraged me.