This is my first fanfic ever. I hope you like it. I'm not that good off spelling English so help me if I totally lost. Injoy:)
I walked across the yard thinking about my life as a part vampire, part human. We have just moved out off Forks away from Jacob and the rest off the varwolf. I missed Jacob so much. He is always in my dreams and there never goes five minutes were I don't think off him. I know it's stupid, I mean come on we has always been best friends and has never taken the next step. I have never thought off him in that way. I know he is sort off beautiful, but he is or he were my best friend. Maybe I'm just about to be crazy, that wouldn't be the first time, let's just say I had had a little to much to drink last time…
After a little time spending on thinking about Jacob, I decided to run back to my families new house. It was as big as the last one, if not bigger. We all lived there together, that would mean. Me, my daddy and mommy, Jasper and Alice, Esme and Carlisle and Rosalie and Emmet. I loved all off them, but sometimes it could be pretty ignoring to have all off my family together in one house all the time.
Alice is my favourite aunt, off course Rosalie is not a bad aunt, it's just that with Alice I can talk about anything, cause she will find out about it sooner ore later. I also loved to spent time together with Jasper, he tells me stories about the war and how it was bag then, it is really exciting.
When I came back to the house, was dad by the piano.
"So Nessie, were have you been today?" He ask me, as soon as I enter the room.
"Out in the forest doing nothing, really." He knew that I wasn't right. That's what you get when you have a father who can read your mind. It's a "pain in the ash" if you ask me. I hate when you read my mind. Get out off my head!. He looked a little mad when he read that thought in my head. That's what you get when you can't keep you mind out to your self. And by that thought I run to my room and shut the door loudly.
After about ten minutes I heart someone walk at the stares. And then there was a knock on the door.
"Nessie can I come in?" It was my father.
"Why don't you read my mind and find out?" I yelled back at him. He walked in and sat beside me on the bed. I didn't looked at him.
"Nessie, what is it that bothers you so much. I have never seen you like this." He sounded sad, so I turned my head to look at him.
"I don't know daddy. It's like a peace off me is missing and I can't find it." I looked away when I got tears in my eyes. I'd hate to cry in front off others, even my dad. He took my chin soft and turned my head so he could look at me. I looked up at him and felt tears forming in my eyes.
"Don't cry sweetheart. It's all right. Just tell me what you think is bothering you so much. It is hurting me to see you like this." He looked at my with concern in his eyes.
"I…I can't live without him dad. I don't know why it's just like I left a part off me whit him when I left and it's hurting so bad." Know I started crying much. The thought off Jacob made my so sad. Daddy looked at me and then he took me into a hug. It felt good that he was there and that I finally had lifted it off my heart…
So what do you think?