New story! This one will be a collab, but for the prologue, I wrote it myself to get the story started. This one might be a slow updater, since it depends on many different factors. and: Gaara; Naruto; Song lyrics. The song is Gunning Down Romance by Savage Garden.


Love and other moments are just chemical reactions in your brain
In your brain
And feelings of aggression are the absence of the love drug in your veins
In your veins

Him. Why was it him? I was fine alone. Then he came, and everything went wrong. He is at fault for this. Not me…

Love come quickly
Because I feel my self-esteem is caving in
It's on the brink

It's all my fault. I'm the one that pushed him over the edge. If it wasn't for me, I wouldn't have this…emptying feeling right now…

Love come quickly
Because I don't think I can keep this monster in
It's in my skin

This never would have happened if he had left me alone from the beginning. He knew from the start that this kind of risk was involved…

Love and other socially acceptable emotions are morphine
They're morphine
Cleverly concealing primal urges often felt but rarely seen
Rarely seen

What is this feeling though, I wonder? I feel so…empty, but yet I feel shamed somehow…

Love I beg you
Lift me up into that privileged point of view
The world of two

He knew I was like this. The physical violence towards others…hell, towards him! It should have tipped him off at one point…

Love don't leave me
Because I console myself that Hallmark cards are true
I really do

I saw this coming…but that doesn't stop me from hoping. Hoping that I can change him. Pull him out of darkness. That's how it's supposed to work, right…?

I'm gunning down romance
It never did a thing for me
But heartache and misery
Ain't nothing but a tragedy

Maybe I cared about him, maybe I didn't. I'm not even sure myself. I don't want to care about anyone. I don't want him to care about me…

Love don't leave me

I love him. Even after realizing what he's done now. I love him…

Take these broken wings
I'm going to take these broken wings
And learn to fly
And learn to fly away
And learn to fly away

I'm not ready for this. I never will be. So this is the best way. The only way…

I'm gunning down romance

The blood…it smells…stifling…