KURTS POV
"I can not believe this." I said to my self as the snow fell from the sky much fast than it had earlier. "How am I going to be able to drive in this?"
"I guess you won't be finding out," a voice called over from across the room. It belonged to Blaine. The very same voice who has given me guidance these past couple months. It killed me how much I liked him. But there was no way he felt the same.
"Blaine, you know very well that my dad is expecting me to come home for the weekend." I protested.
"But look out the window, Kurt. Its to dangerous. You could catch pneumonia and died." He let out a slight giggle. What was he talking about?
"I have no idea what your talking about but I've got to get going." I put my coat on and headed towards the door. But a very fast Blaine got in my way. "Stop being a child, I have to go."
He looked at me with his big puppy dog eyes. "But, baby, its cold outside." He smiled. Now I knew where this was going.
"Blaine if your trying to quote Baby, It's Cold Outside knock it off." I laughed. "Its cute, but I really have to go."
"There's no cabs to be had out there, though." Blaine smiled again.
"You know very well that I have my own car." I tried to get by him once more.
"Kurt, it won't hurt to stay. Besides, your hands look cold. I'll hold them for you, they look just like ice." He chuckled quietly.
"Oh your going to play this game, okay then," I took my coat off and placed it on the couch in our dorm. "Maybe just have a drink more." I winked at him. Whoa, I winked at him? Where did that come from Hummel.
"You just completely ruined it. It's no longer fun." Blaine looked serious and sounded serious. "Here's your coat. Go ahead, scram." He used his hands to make me leave. I stood there dumbstruck. But I turned to the door and decided to leave.
"Kurt where are you going?" Blaine laughed.
"I thought you didn't want me here.." I said quietly.
"I was kidding, I always want you here." His smile was contagious. "You know how crazy I get when you leave for the weekend." He laughed.
"Your mean." I said sticking out my tongue.
"Oh and I'm being a child." Blaine said sarcastically.
"I'm going to hurt you one day and your not going to be laughing." I tried to threaten him. But it came off as if a little kitten just meowed. No so violent and threatening.
Blaine let out a huge laugh and sat on the couch, over exaggerating how funny it is. That was it. I ran over to him and jumped on him. I had his arms pinned down above his head and for some odd reason, I was winning. He was definitely trying to get up. But I was to strong. For once.
Once we both stopped laughing we just stared at each other. I stared down at his eyes as he stared into mine. Our faces were so close that we could have kissed. But a loud noise made both of us jump to opposite sides of the couch.
David and Wes barged in covered in snow.
"Hey guys what's up?" David said as if nothing was going on. Good.
"Oh nothing me and Kurt were thinking about watching a movie or something." Blaine played it off cool like always.
"Oh hey Kurt I thought you were leaving tonight?" Wes asked confused.
"Well I was going to but Blaine insisted that the weather is way to dreadful for me to be in." I said simply. But Wes and David looked at each other as if they knew something I didn't know. I don't like that one bit.
BLAINES POV
When David and Wes looked at each other, I legit wanted to throw bricks at them. They knew how I felt about Kurt. They are my best friends so of course I told them. But all David and Wes do is tease me or create awkward moments between me and Kurt.
"You guys are welcomed to join us." Kurt suggested. I wish he didn't. Kurt was just being nice though. I hope.
"Nah we'll just go. Gotta meet up with our girls in a bit anyway." David said proudly.
"Have fun you two." Wes smirked at me and winked at Kurt. Thank goodness Kurt was being his oblivious self. He hadn't noticed. With that David was out the door and Wes followed. But before Wes shut the door he screamed, "USE PROTECTION!" and slammed the door shut. I'm going to kill him.
I took a deep breath and calmed my self down.
"What was that about?" Kurt asked me, sitting down with a pile of movies in his hands.
"Nothing, just Wes being…Wes." I smiled and he laughed that adorable laugh of his. "So what movies you got? Anything good?"
"Any movie I own is good." Kurt said and I couldn't help but laugh. His confidence was cute. "Oh shush Blaine, now pick a movie."
They were all great movies, but we settled on Sweeny Todd. He loved this movie. I picked it just for that reason. I liked it as well but this was going to be Kurt's perfect night. We sat cuddled on the couch. It was just how I pictured it. I had my feet up on the coffee table and he sat long ways with his legs across mine. It was the way we always sat. I figured since Kurt didn't mind, we would always sit like this during a movie.
Kurt started to squirm around, I just looked at him and smiled. Its all I can ever do really. He just makes me smile. He looked over at me and saw that I was watching him. He turned a bright shade of red.
"What are you looking at?" He tried to say confidently.
"I'm watching you move around in your seat like a little kid that needs to use the potty." I couldn't help but laugh at my own terrible joke.
"That's silly," was all Kurt said, "Your supposed to be watching the movie always. Not me." He took my chin and turned my face towards the screen. Once he pulled away, I turned and stared at him again, knowing he'd throw a diva fit.
"Blaine do not act like a child. Watch the movie and stoppit." in all seriousness, I could tell he was hiding a smile.
"But Kurtttttt," I complained, "I want to look at your beautiful face instead, its much rather entertaining than a movie."
That made him shut his mouth. He was bright red. It was cute. All I did was laugh and put my arm around him. Wes says he hates when I do that to Kurt. He thinks that I'm sending Kurt mixed signals. I call him crazy. Kurt and I are great friends, and if anything was bothering him, he'd tell me.
All of a sudden David came through the door.
"Hey guys, I'm just stopping in real quick. We're finally taking that bird off your hands. You better hope he's perfectly healthy!" David warned Kurt. Just when I was going to tell Kurt, David was kidding, he spoke, "Ha ha ha, David, I know for a fact that bird is in great shape. Now run along, you're interrupting our movie."
David stood there dumbfounded. I let out a huge laugh.
"Damn, Hummel, where did that come from?" David explained. "I always knew I liked you, kid." David chuckled and left the room.
Kurt proceeded as if nothing had happened.
"So," I scooted over closer to Kurt. "Where did you learn to take control like that?"
Kurt laughed his nervous laugh. "Well, it kind of comes to you when you have to stand up for your self everyday." I know he was trying to make a joke, but it wasn't funny. Poor Kurt didn't have anyone really. That's why I tell David and Wes that I need to be there for Kurt as a friend. Kurt doesn't need that stress on his shoulders.
"You have nothing to worry about now." I reassured him rubbing his shoulder. "You have me." I smiled over at him as he just blushed again.
"I know I have you." Kurt said beaming at me, but than quickly added, "as a friend I mean." he quickly turned his head away. Ouch. That kind of hurt. But I know how hard it must be for him. I didn't take anything he said to heart. He didn't need another person to worry about.
"Right," I pulled him closer. "Friends."
We both sighed simultaneously. He rested his head on my shoulder. The usual routine. Which I was fine with of course. Expect something different just happened. What was he doing with his hands?
KURTS POV
"Right," Blaine pulled my closer to him. "Friends."
On one hand, I was thrilled to know he was good with the whole friends thing. But on the other, I wish he wanted more. I'm sick of just being friends. I feel like we're dating. We hold hands all the time. We lay in each others beds sometimes. We have movie nights like this. He's always flirting with me.
I let out a sigh, and so did Blaine. I rested my head on his shoulder.
Oh wait, I correct my self. Not ALWAYS flirting. Sometimes Blaine goes into these weird moods where its like, strictly friends. Maybe its because of school. But who knows. That boy is very confusing. And I don't think I can wait forever.
Before I even realized what I was doing, Blaine shifted a little in his seat. Once I looked down, my eyes went wide. I have be playing with his belt this whole time trying to unhook it. I pulled my hand away and looked the exact opposite of him. I couldn't believe it. I felt my face heat up. I had to step away.
When I went to get up Blaine tried to stop me, "Kurt where are you going?" He said with his hand around mine. I couldn't even speak, but I managed to get out, "I'm so sorry," but it came out more like a whisper.
I got my hand free and jumped out of my seat. I went straight towards the bathroom and locked my self in. I sat on the floor trying to figure out what had just happened. Blaine was struggling with the door asking me to open it. I should have went home tonight. If I did, this would have never happened. I felt tears coming from my eyes. No Hummel, hold them in. calm your self down. You will NOT cry in front of Blaine again.
Blaine managed to get the door to unlock. When I looked up at him, he had placed a key on the counter. He would have the key to the bathroom. I looked down noticing his belt was still undone. I felt so ashamed.
Blaine came and sat next to me holding me close. "Kurt what's wrong?" Was he seriously asking that.
"Really Blaine? You don't know?" I asked him with a little attitude to my voice.
He sighed. "Is it because of this?" He pointed at his belt.
"Maybe." Was all I could manage to say.
He quickly adjusted him self so his belt was back to the way it should be. "There, no harm done." He smiled softly.
I looked down at the floor. I didn't care. I still feel guilty. We're friends. I shouldn't have went there. He lifted my chin with his finger and looked me in the eyes.
Either I'm delusional or he just looked down at my mouth and licked his lips. Once our eyes met again he separated from me, "Come on lets finish that movie." he held out his hand.
I couldn't believe it. That has been the 3rd time he's done that. Just this week alone! I wasn't playing this game any more.
I swatted his hand away, "No!" I screamed at him. He looked a little taken back.
"Kurt what's-" I didn't even let him finish.
"No, you listen to me. You need some explaining to do. When I first met you, you seemed like a great guy who I could be friends with. Than the more we hung out, the closer we got. At first I thought it was just me thinking you were flirting with me. But than David and Wes came up to me about it. They see it too Blaine. So either you like me, or your playing some sick mind game." I let out a breath remembering that I need to breath. He went to go speak but I stopped him again. "And another thing, this whole leaning in so close to my face than changing the subject is getting old too. I can feel what we have Blaine. And correct me if I'm wrong." I was done. My heart rate definitely went up a lot during this rant.
Blaine looked down at the floor than up at me. "Your wrong." He said. I felt my heart drop. I had to get out of here. I got up and walked out of the bathroom. I went to the couch to get my coat but than Blaine's warm hand found mine. He turned me around and looked into my eyes. But all I wanted to do was get away.
"Listen just hear me out. Can you sit down so I can explain?" Blaine sounded sincere. But I guess I owed it to him to at least listen. So I sat down on the couch.
"Alright," Blaine sighed looking relieved. He sat on my right side and began to speak.
BLAINES POV
Kurt sat there looking annoyed. I can't believe that I cause all of this.
"I agree. We met and became close friends instantly. And I'll also admit that I did my fair share of flirting. But than after that whole thing with Karofsky, I didn't want to push you into anything, so I backed off a little. Stayed as a friend. But I like you Kurt. A lot. So I couldn't help the flirting. I'm so sorry that I made you feel this way. I feel terrible. I just thought, maybe when your ready for something you'll make the first move." I stopped to make sure he was alright. He nodded for me to continue. "But that plan obviously didn't work out. I really am sorry Kurt. I like you a lot. I hope that means something."
Kurt sat there. Unsure of what to say I suppose. But than he slapped my arm.
"OW!" I grabbed the area he slapped. "What was that for?"
"For being a dummy! Why in the world would I make the first move Blaine? Like really, come on." Kurt put a little smile on his face. "You know, for a guy who helps others, you sure seem to do a terrible job at helping your self."
I smiled, "Yeah I never really did have the best advice for myself." He laughed slightly. "So are we good?"
Kurt stood up. I thought he was about to leave but than he grabbed my hand to make me stand up as well.
"Of course we're good, Blaine." He pulled me into a hug. I didn't resist that at all. I put my arms around him holding him close. An idea came into a brain that moment. I turned to his ear and started to whisper, "Let you put your hands on me in my skin tight jeans be your teenage dream tonight."
Kurt pulled away to face me, still in my arms, "As cute as that was Blaine, you just totally ruined the moment."
"We were having a moment?" I looked at him confused but than laughed hoping he caught the joke.
"Okay now you definitely ruined it." Kurt laughed along with me.
"Technically you ruined the moment by saying I ruined the moment." I corrected him.
"Not even!" Kurt shrieked. "You had to go showing off your already known talent."
"Oh just shush you." I laughed.
"Make me." Kurt smirked at me.
"Oh I will." I said with a matter of fact tone.
"How?" Kurt seemed confused.
This was it Blaine. Now or never. I brushed Kurt's hair out of his face with my hand, and with my other free hand I pulled him close to me. I look him in the eyes and leaned in.