He hated it.
He hated the fact that, even though, through his years of life, he had never wanted something this much, he wanted him. Wanted himso much that his heart ached at the thought, dreams, filled with him, body, slick with lust. But… he also knew, that no one would love his scarred body, tainted with sins no man should have. He was a sinner, and a sinner can never be loved.
No love for the ebony haired gunner. No love for a soul covered in dark, filled with the fear of a lost child. There would never be any love for him, no one special, after she had been killed by his sins. He swore he would close his heart, to ensure that no one would be hurt because of this cold-hearted man. But…. Somewhere along the way, he had forgotten, and the door to his heart opened. Barely, but enough for him to crawl in. Crawl in and cause every waking moment of his mind to be only thoughts of him.
No longer though. No longer filled with thoughts of lust, pained by sins of past. No longer living on their planet.
Dark, crimson eyes followed the trail, well worn from years of travelers. Travelers like him. The pale man's heart received a stab at just the thought of him. Gun in hand; he stepped into the pale moonlight of the canyon. The gun was to help ease the pain. Cerberus…. The name whispered from his pale lips. His long hair whipped through the winds, cloak deposited somewhere along the way as a sort of…. Hint. They, his comrades, would at last be glad to have found him from his disappearance. For only a moment.
"Today a body was found on the outskirts of Edge. Police found the body early in the morning, after hearing a gunshot. Police report that the body was of a young man, late 20's, with long black hair and a customized gun with a key chain of a three-headed dog. The man's identity has yet to be confirmed. If you have any information please call 1800-…"
The Bar had filled with a sullen silence. Everyone, through each pair of wide eyes and pale faces had realized it.
please don't killl me....
I was thinking about making it a romance, but in the end it's just a tragedy..... heh.... so..... i'm gonna lay off the emo music for now and umm...... R&R. I guess..
btw the person is anyone u want it to be, as long as it's a guy
hence the he.