Chapter 1~ Gone…Again

Bella's P.O.V.

I had a bad feeling as I drove to the Cullen's house. I haven't seen or heard from any of them for a couple of days, not even visits in the middle of the night. I haven't been able to sleep since Sunday when I last saw Edward, he had been acting different

"It's because I haven't hunting in a while" he said when I had asked him about it. I had stupidly accepted that answer even though his eyes were light topaz from the recent hunt.

When I pulled up to the house there were no cars in the garage and no one came out to greet me. I ran into the house as fast as I could without falling. There was no one there. As I ran up to Edward's room all I could think was 'No this is not happening! Not again! They promised they wouldn't do this to me again!'

When I got to Edward's room I nearly fainted in the doorway, the room was bare except for our bed and the note addressed to me lying on top of the bed. I don't know how I was able to do it, but I walked over to the bed and picked up the note.

It read:

Dear Bella,

I'm very sorry but we had to go, we stayed for too long. Where we are going you aren't welcome. We don't have feelings for you anymore. I hope you will forget about us and I hope you find your other half as it was never and could never be me.

Edward

P.S. Don't come looking for us, you will never find us. Also, don't do anything stupid, for Charlie's sake.

'I can't believe he left me again!' was my only thought as I ran to the bathroom and threw up. When I was done I realized that there was no way I was going to be able to drive home like this, and that I needed to see Jake. So I called Jake on the phone he got me for emergencies.

"Hello?" a sleepy Jake answered after it rang for a couple of minutes.

"Jake?" I cried as the tears started pouring out of my eyes.

"Bella! Are you ok?" He was fully awake now.

"Can you come to the Cullen's house…in wolf form?"

"I don't know, the treaty…?" he questioned.

"They're gone, they left me again" I was bawling so hard I don't know how he understood me

"Don't move!" he growled out between clenched teeth. Then I heard a ripping sound and a growling before the phone went dead.

By the time I slowly made it out of his room and down the stairs Jake was bursting through the door still in wolf form. As soon as he saw me he walked back outside to change back. When he came back he ran up to me and gave me the biggest hug ever as he carried me over to my truck.

"I'm so sorry, Bells"

"So am I" I jumped at the sound of the second voice, looking towards where it came from I saw it was Seth leaning up against my truck.

"Hey Seth, hey Jake" I was calming down a little now that Jake was here. "Thanks so much for coming. I know it's hard for you to be here, with the smell and everything."

"No problem, Bells" Jake said as he use his thumbs to wiped the last couple of tears of my face.

Jake drove me back to his house with Seth sitting in the bed of the truck. The ride was going fine, until the song 'No Air' came on the radio. I started bawling again, this was our song.

"Jake…pullover!" I was out of the car before it even fully stopped. I was throwing up again. This was not just because I was crying, Jake had to pullover for me again before we made it to his house.

"Are you ok?" Jake and Seth questioned as I got in the truck the second time. They were obviously worried about me.

"I don't know guys, I don't know"

"Bella? You don't look too well" Rachael, Jake's sister said as soon as I walked in the door.

"I'm not feeling too well either. I keep throwing up. I think it's from crying so hard. I just found out the Cullen's left me again."

She gave me a sympathetic look and a hug as I thought I heard Jake muttering something about those 'stupid fucking leaches' getting it if the every showed there face in this state again.

Rachael then told Jake and Seth to leave; Sam wanted to see both of them. They finally agreed after she promised them she would look after me, and I promised them I was fine here with her. As they walked out the door she pulled me into Jake's room and sat me down on his bed, sitting next to me and pulling my hands into hers on her lap.

"Bella? There was another reason I had them leave, I wanted to ask you something without them hearing."

"Yes?"

"Um…well, don't feel uncomfortable, but…did you and Edward…you know…?" she looked uncomfortable, praying that I would get what she was trying to say so she wouldn't have to say it out loud.

I was blushing so hard "um…yes, once about 3 weeks ago. Why?" there was a pause, she couldn't look at me. "Wait…you don't think that…but I can't be! He's a vampire!"

"I don't know how but I believe it's true. It would explain you being sick, its morning sickness." There was an awkward pause as she let this sink in. "If you would like Bella, I will take you to the doctor"

I couldn't say anything, so I just nodded. I gave her the keys to my truck and we left. As we started driving all I could think was 'oh my god, I might be pregnant and the father won't be here' I knew I was going to need to tell Jake, so I decided sooner was better than later. I picked up my phone and dialed his number. He picked up on the second ring.

"Hey Bells! You're on speaker." There was a chorus of hey and hellos and one "Yo vamp girl!" obviously from Embry that almost made me smile and earned him an audible slap followed by an accusing "hey!"

"Hey guys! Jake could you please take me off speaker, its important."

"ok…you're off. So what's up?"

"Rachael thinks she figured out what's wrong with me, so we are headed to the doctor."

"ok so what's wrong? Stomach virus or something like that?"

"um…well…she thinks, well we both think I might be…pregnant" I whispered the last word. There was a pause, complete silence on the other side, then

"WHAT? If they ever come back I'm going to personally kill him!" there was more ranting and growling and Sam screaming at him to get outside before the sound of a door slamming open and him phasing.

"Hey" Seth must have gotten the phone from Jake before he phased "so did you find out what's wrong?" he was so innocent.

"You didn't hear?"

"No, and Sam wants to let Jake cool down, so we can't ask him. Is it the reason why Jake flipped out? You're on speaker."

"Um…yes…Seth…everybody…I might be…pregnant." As soon as I said that everyone started talking at once until Sam yelled for everyone to be quiet.

"Bella, is it his?" Sam said through clenched teeth putting so much hatred into 'his', this shocked me as I never thought Sam cared much for me.

"Yes, but I have to go now. We are at the hospital. When Jake gets back please tell him to come and meet us here, you guys can come too."

"We'll be there, don't worry Bella" Emily said before I hung up.

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~MysticalTopaz