Ch. 1: A Knock at the Door
He knows that it is wrong and yet he doesn't care. He stands in front of his door, blood seeping from his wrist, and dripping down to his fingers and onto the floor. He punches the door and hears him coming to the door, as the door swings open his vision fades and he falls forward.
He opens the door just in time to catch him before he hits the ground.
"Kurt?" Blaine looks confused, as he sees the blood and Kurt's shallow breathing. He lifts his boyfriend and carries him into the room, sets him on the couch pressing tightly on his wrists and yelling for Puck.
"Puck come here, I need you!" He yelled back into the apartment the panic evident in his voice.
Puck came trotting into the living room and stopped short upon seeing Kurt's unconscious form and the blood on Blaine's hands.
"Dude, what the hell happened to him?"
Blaine looked up with tears glistening in his eyes.
"I don't know,' he said his voice shaking, 'just get me the gauze out of the bathroom and then get the car keys.' Puck hesitated, 'NOW!"
Puck ran to get what Blaine asked for. Blaine heard crashing in the bathroom and raised his hand up to catch the gauze flying toward him, and then he looked down at Kurt.
"Come on baby, don't do this to me come on wake up. You promised me that it would never get this bad; I took your word for it. Baby come on, wake up. "
He grabbed the cup of water that was sitting on the table and dumped it over Kurt's slashed wrists. He grimaced as he saw how deep the cuts were. He wrapped Kurt's wrists tightly to attempt to stop the flow. He tripped him up bridal style and yelled to Puck.
"Let's go man I don't know how much longer he can last."
Puck came running out of the bathroom keys in hand and they ran for the car. Blaine slid into the back seat with Kurt, as Puck jumped into the front seat and took off. Blaine frantically checked for a pulse and found one. He sighed in relief it was faint and light but it was there. He kept the pressure on Kurt's wrists, while pressing his lips to Kurt's forehead tears started falling from his eyes.
He never thought that it would get to this point, never thought he would be holding his boyfriend in his lap trying to keep him alive. When all this started he thought it would all be okay.
He came out of his trance as Puck pulled up to the Emergency Room entrance; Blaine scooped Kurt out of the car and ran to the desk. He couldn't really remember what happened next. The next thing that he was actively aware of was of himself and Puck sitting down in the waiting room. Blaine had his head in his hands trying his hardest not to cry. He didn't move until Puck taped his shoulder and he followed Puck back to a room, and walked inside. He saw Kurt lying on the bed asleep, wrists heavily bandaged. He held back tears as he walked to the bedside and took Kurt's hand in his.
"Why, baby? Why?"