Disclaimer i do not own CBS, CSI or any of the characters, James Blunt, the song Goodbye my lover, from the album Back to bedlam.
A/N i love James Blunts album Back to Bedlam, and i thought this song was so appropriate to maybe how Grissom may be feeling, after the episode 8.07. my first shot at a short songfic, only short, hope you enjoy. Oh and listen to the song if you can, and you will understand how appropriate it is. Please R&R
Goodbye my lover
He had just finished reading Sara's letter, and was slowly walking back towards his office stunned, had he really just read what he thought he had. His body was running on autopilot as he entered his office, locked his door and slumped in his chair. He could see that she had been having a difficult time today, he had tried to talk to her, but being at work had made it difficult, he was going to make time to talk to her in the morning. His eyes closed as he started to think...
Did i disappoint you or let you down?
Should i be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
Because i saw the end before we'd begun,
yes i saw you were blinded and i knew i had won
so i took whats mine by eternal right.
Took your soul into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that i knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your hand.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, i know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
She really is saying goodbye, but is it goodbye never to see me again? or goodbye i will see you again? i can only hope that i will see her again. Our love must be strong enough to bring her back to me. Hope that is what I must hang on to.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I will wait for you Sara my love, however long it takes!!!
Please R&R.