&&she starts to write him a love letter on the fourth of july, she crumbles it up and comes out with this.

With each touch, each laugh – everything; I hated him more and more, you would never know that. Not unless you could read minds, or if I was a horrible liar since neither applies apparently let me tell you – I hate that boy. I hate him almost as much as I love him, it's pretty even. Yes, I love him – it's strange our lips have never touched but I love him. It's sounds kinda stalker-ish, but it isn't I promise. It's something I just know, and I going around lying to everyone. Lying just comes, and if you believe it enough on the outside it was truth, to yourself and everyone else. It is one of the simple little facts of life, everyone lies to you EVERY once in awhile.

Like when you know Axel told Selphie that she looked fine when she asked, then turned around and told Kairi she looks like a two dollah hoe. Life was filled with lies & liars, it's pretty funny because once you told me you hated liars (so you hate everyone then?) so you hate yourself do you? I can relate. It's funny because I see all your bad traits & your good traits, yet I love you – I don't understand it, I never really have…because I just fell for you. You are a jackass & egoistic (but that's not why I hate you) we just fit, you and I – I can just feel it. I see it & ignore it, just leave it alone and leave it be. Mostly because of Kairi, okay fully because of Kairi. I've know Kairi forever, I probably wouldn't have talk to her if you wouldn't have pushed me down (in the fourth grade, again not why I hate you) so thanks for that, I owe you my life – but I gave you Kairi so we're even. Kairi has been with you three months (since the middle of the summer) and if I never would have suggested you – she probably would have never call you back. So I bite my lip & pretend I don't love you. It's not that hard, I hate you still – so really. Now to that reason, those three words escape my lips because simply you lead me on; you lead me to believe that I had a chance only to crush me latter. Then you have the nerve to ask out my best friend (whoknowssolittlenow) I hate you, and that's why.

You're probably reading this – and I just want you to know, it really is your entire fault Riku and Kairi I'm sorry.

&& now she's all splat!on the ground, they're calling the ambulance but why bother? It's not like she has any chance at life – she's dead.

teh end foo.