I un-folded the letter and read it one more time before putting it down on the graves.
Dear Friends
,I still love you. Thank you for all you've done. I miss you more than words can say, But I'll be with you in time. All our kind will be with you in time. There's little hope left. I lived, a race dies.
The tears roll down my face
leaving tiny raindrops on the dirt of the graves
I didn't want to be like this
I really Didn't
I didn't want to kill everyone I loved
I warned them
They were loyal to me
I can't go back
I don't want to keep on going on like this
It's too hard
No joy
Darkness
My heart cries at night
my eyes run dry
there empty
they emptied long ago
It hurts not to cry
An ache, burning, madness
But look at me
I can't let everyone down
They say I've gone cold
Maybe I have
But all my friends are gone
Forever
I wouldn't wish this on Malfoy
Or even Snape
He was truly waiting for his time to rise again
and he distorted my life
Did he know I was still alive?
He Killed Ron
I was hiding under a up-rooted tree
Green light, then quite
Utter quite
no wind, no birds
no rustling
quite
Then He turned on me.
Again, round 2
But I lived
How?
I'm not Harry Potter
But I lived
I'll tell you how
Harry took the blow for me, again
He died, so I could live
Hermione cried alot the next few months
She was never right again
Neither was my Family
"I miss you guys, But don't worry. Gin's coming home soon"
I moved a lock of Red hair out of my eyes and reached for the wand.
" 'Et Tu Brute? Then Caesar Fall' the story of the world today. If only....."
I point it at my heaving heart. And then................