So Here it is my only one shot.

Here I sit alone again.

Heart broken, tears all gone, no one to love, nowhere to run.

No one to say I love you, or help me when I fall.

There's no one here to heed my broken heart's call.

What would you do if everyone turned on you and left you behind?

Left you with a broken soul, a broken heart, and a confused mind?

Would you cry, or would you die, or would you just exist like I do everyday?

If you cut yourself would you bleed, would you feel the pain?

I'm not sure if I can feel any more, everything's become so numb,

You've left me alone, made me feel stupid, made me feel dumb.

You treat me like trash but I'm human too,

And what if I told you we were meant to be, would you stay by my or run away?

Would you let pain rule your life or would you let love?

Will you forget me, if you ran away it make me wish you'd stay.

Why can't you see I die for you and I'd die for you any day?

I sit and stare at you from afar, I wait for your acceptance but it never comes,

I see you, you see me but I look at you with love, and you look with hate.

I sometimes think that people can be fallen angels, but then they cheat on me, use me.

They leave me with a broken heart and never even bother to whisper a good bye.

I don't get it am I that worthless?

Does the world revolve around you?

I'm not sure about anything any more…I'm not sure if I can love you.

I'm not sure if I can go on living, I'm not sure if this blade is enough to kill,

Or if the mouth is mightier that the sword.

I promised my friends I was okay but I'm not, and I never will be without you.

Valentines day is the worst day…for only one.

You stare at me…you know I exist but do you care? Of course not, how foolish of me to think so.

So here goes nothing, no me, no her goes nothing, I'm going to leave this world just so I do have to see your face anymore,

I'm sick and tired of being used, of being your little whore.

I'd rip my heart open just to feel,

So Happy Valentines day, I'm dieing now,

Except this time the blood and the tears, they're all real.

A/N: this is my first ever one shot! Its sad and its based on fact so please don't flame me too hard if you must.