Hurt
I've been hurt
And just like a bird with one wing, I have fallen
And I hear myself whisper one word through my sadness
And I hear myself shout one word through my rage - Ian
And my heart beats so loudly, I'm sure he can hear it
It throbs with my pain and beats with my anger
Yet it still beats so quietly I can't hear it myself
It must have disappeared when he left me to die
And my thoughts are in turmoil and chaos and madness
They circle around in my head - around him
Yet my thoughts are still straight and ordered and centered
On the one thing I want - pure revenge
And my tears cloud my eyes and I cannot see clearly
I guide my way blindly with my hands and my feet
But no longer do I reach out with my heart - I don't trust
It hurts way too much to be broken again
For ages I've built up myself from my hurting
I've healed my wounds and I've sealed my scars
But there's still is one cut that runs much too deeply
To heal, and it runs through my heart
