Emily's story

Ok so this is the first fan fiction I've written so I hope you like it and please tell me what you think

"Bu…but why I… I don't, I cant think right now I need to get out of here" Emily could feel her body lift as she stood up but it didn't feel like her, it all felt like a dream, like a nightmare, something she could wake up from and know that Naomi would be there holding her but in truth that was the dream, to believe that after everything, their first kiss, Pandora's party… As Emily stood there frozen wanting to run but to afraid to move she cried so much she couldn't breath over the memories. As she forced herself to take in oxygen she walked to the door, although to her it felt like she was floating. As she got to the door she realized she was tired of being the one that had been honest about how she felt for this girl, this perfect blonde goddess that for so long had been just that to her

"I fought so hard for you with Katie, with my parents, God even with myself. I never stopped trying and you just kept pushing me away, well are you happy Miss. Campbell? You've pushed me to far,right out this door and you know what? I'm not gonna come back this time" with that she turned from her girlfriend and left.

When Naomi had called her saying they needed to talk Emily was worried but not that it was anything like this, she heard Naomi holding in tears and her first instinct was fear for her love, she'd left the house so quickly she'd only just remembered her phone, only doing so in case Naomi called her on her way over. How she wished she had listened to her mum shouting to her that it was going to rain as she was running out of the house, but it wouldn't have made any difference, Emily was in to much of a trance to notice that within less than 2 minutes of leaving Naomi's she was drenched.

She felt like she had been walking for hours in fact she had been walking for nearly two, but it all felt like a compression of unimportant time. For some reason Emily noticed that for several minutes she had stopped walking but she did not understand why then when everything finally came into focus she realized where she was. She quickly glanced at everything around her, there where so many things you could see but all she could focus on was the water flowing quickly beneath her. As she stepped up on to the edge of the bridge which had once seemed so high to Emily before but now no longer seemed high enough she tried to think of any reason to not just fall. She thought of Katie, the person that she had shared her whole life with up to a point and also what she had said 'Em you cant seriously want to hang out with that lezzer bitch, God look what she trying to do to you, it's sad really that she actually thinks you'd ever want her" as her sister said this Emily sat there quietly trying hard not to give anything away but Katie could see something was up, "Em, you are just hanging with her to be nice right" Emily chose to say nothing "wait course you are, my sisters not gay that would just be sick". Life snaps back into focus and Emily notices her feet have edged closer to the water, to freedom. She didn't even want to think of what her parents had said it all just hurt too much.

" What is it with you lot and bridges I mean are you sure that's a good idea sure it looks fun, but so would getting pissed and shagging me instead" Emily couldn't understand why she wasn't floating in water right now, as if everything wasn't fucked up enough, it was the last person she could have near her at a time like this.

" fuck off Cook don't you think your 'shagging' has caused enough problems" she said through gritted teeth, trying so hard not to have to move from her key to leaving everything behind.

"what you talking about emykins I thought you'd be happy" Emily moved so quickly cook didn't have time to breath, before he could react he was lying on the floor with Emily on top off him and her hand around his throat, she was stronger than he expected for such a small girl

" hey what the fuck are you doing shouldn't you and miss tease be shacking up right now"

"what the fuck are you on about Cook you ruined everything, you cant have Effy now she's screwing Freddie and loving every damned minute of it and Panda well anyone could see she'd pick Thomas over you any day so you moved on, on to the one and only person I ever loved"

"what no you got it all wrong we didn't, wait what did she tell you"

"why does it matter what she told me"

"cause we didn't fuck alright now will you get off it actually hurts a little ( Cook pauses to lift his head up) not that I don't like it" he gave her that typical cheeky and charming Cook smile which she punched him in the arm for and he let her without complaint. Cook was many things but he should have realized this was not the time for jokes so he let it go.

As they both lay there for a second Emily was trying to work it out in her head, looking back on what Naomi had said through the crying

"Em Im so glad you here I…I've done something really stupid" as they hugged each other Naomi realized it was finally time for her to be honest.

"Em you know its been hard for me to admit how I feel I stopped doing that kind of thing along time ago" she starts to cry and as Em sits her down and goes to hold her Naomi pushes her away

" no no I, I have to say this or I never will, after you told me how you felt I , I don't know I guess I got scared of loving you back so I went to clear my head and I ended up by the bridge, and Cook was there and he was smoking a spliff and he had alcohol and well we started talking and laughing and" tears are starting to fall from her eyes and she does nothing to hide them" and I kissed him and we…" Naomi begins to sob as Emily gets to her feet but Naomi is to weak to do the same, she cant finish what she was saying so Emily starts

"bu…but why I… I don't, I can't think right now I need to get out of here"

As Emily sits up Cook does the same, he had been waiting for her to speak first out of fear of saying the wrong thing, although he never meant for bad things to happen he just couldn't help but screw things up by saying something stupid well most of the time anyway.

"Cook what happened between you and Naomi no crap, no sugar coating just please tell me the truth"