Author: NickandGregNumberOneSlashFan
A/N: I don't own CSI and no beta for this one all mistakes are mine. Nor the song.
Description: He stood at his grave the music softly playing behind him...
It was a beautiful Sunday afternoon as Nick walked up the path that lead to his husband's grave where he came to a halt right in front of it. He looked down at the grave tears filling his eyes. Kneeling down he ran his fingers over the engraved name written across he softly spoke his voice cracking at that.
"Greg darlin' I miss you terribly I wish ya' where here with me" Nick said through his tears. He stood at his grave with the music that started to play softly behind him.
Looking back, on the memory of,
The dance we shared, beneath the stars above,
For a moment, all the world was right,
How could I have known, that you'd ever say goodbye,
Nick couldn't believe he was gone, but the reality of it was he was gone and he couldn't bring him back. His tears continued to fall as he finally allowed himself to weep.
And now, I'm glad I didn't know,
The way it all would end, the way it all would go,
Our lives, are better left to chance,
I could have missed the pain,
But I'd have had to miss, the dance.
Nick took out the gun he had held in his left hand he then took out the badge that he had held as well placing it on his grave he stood back "Oh darlin' why did ya' have to leave me? I cannot go on like this I wanna be with ya'" Nick cried softly as he brought the gun up looking at it then back to the grave stone.
Holding you, I held everything
For a moment, wasn't I the king.
If I'd only known, how the king would fall.
Well who's to say, you know I might have changed it all
And now I'm glad I didn't know
The way it all would end, the way it all would go
Our lives are better left to chance,
I could have missed the pain,
But I'd have had to miss, the dance.
Yes my life, is better left to chance,
I could have missed the pain
But I'd have had to miss, the dance
The song ended as he let the mp3 player fall to the ground bringing the gun up to his temple he whispered softly "Darlin' I'm coming to you"
Nick closed his eyes and pulled the trigger. Hours later the CSI team found Nick's body beside the gravestone he had gone to see earlier. After the funeral they laid his body beside his husband to were they could finally rest in peace and the two lovers could finally be reunited as the gravestone was emerged to reveal both names.
In Loving Memory Of...
'Nicholas Parker Stokes'
Born August 18, 1971- Died July 23, 2010
Beloved Husband and loving friend. RIP
'Gregory Hojam Sanders-Stokes'
Born May 5, 1975- Died July 20, 2010
Beloved Husband and loving friend. RIP
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