A/N: Freak09- Hello it's me again!!! This fic basically is all Kaiba's thoughts!!! This is how Kaiba really is and feels!!! There is also a new girl in this story named Molly, but you'll learn more about her when my other fic Evil Rules comes out!!! Let's just say she looks like the Dark Magician Girl!!! Anywho...on with the fic!!!
The Real Me
Yes finally that horrid place called school is over! Some people would think me being a genius would mean I like school, but I don't. Especially with all those girls, no, all those whores hanging around me. And all those names they call me. Yes I here all those stupid names, like the human ice cube, and Seto coldba. They're all such stupid names, these idiots can't even think up a good name. Pathetic! Although I have to give credit to the person who thought up The Human Ice Cube. I quite like it, it kinda makes me sound like some type of superhero with ice powers or something. However I still hate this place.
Gratefully I am now on paradise island, which means I'm in my room with the door locked. Mokuba has gone to a friends so I am all alone in this big house. I really should make more friends, then this house would be filled with people. Something though just holds me back. I'm cold to everyone I meet, and I know it. I try to stop snapping at people, but there's just a...barrier... I know what it is too. It's Gozaburo...he got in my head, he brainwashed me. I bet it's just the way he wanted it, maybe I should try really hard to break this barrier just to spite him. I mean sure he's already dead, but still...hahahahahah he's dead. Yeah it probably shouldn't bring me so much joy to think about him being dead, but he was a horrible man that didn't deserve to live.
Mokuba...the only reason I live, a sweet innocent young boy. He is the one thing that has kept me human all these years, he is my link to society, and the human race. He means more to me than anything in the world. I would give my life for him, hell, I already have, but I am still young. I have a chance to get my life back. So why can't I?
If I traded it all
If I gave it all away for one thing
just for one thing
If I sorted it out
If I knew all about
If I gave it all away for one thing
Wouldn't it be something
That song totally explains what I was just talking about. That is one of the many reasons I like music. It explains you without you having to say anything.
Everyone thinks I'm inhuman, and sometimes I agree with them. Mokuba is the only one who knows the truth. Actually I am quite like a normal teenage boy, well as normal as I can be. I do blare music, no not classical, but the stuff everyone else listens to. I listen to rap and all that junk. In fact most people think it's Mokuba blaring the music. Right now on the station I'm listening to This Love by Maroon Five is playing. I'm blaring it so loud the whole house practically can hear it, and this is a very big house.
This love has taken it's toll on me
She said goodbye to many times before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
Yes I know, Seto Kaiba singing? It can't be, well it is. Mokuba says I sing good, (because he hears me through the door) but I don't think I'm that great.
On a Monday I'm waiting
Tuesday I'm fading
And by Wednesday I can't sleep
It's as if you know me better than I ever knew myself
I love how you can tell
Pieces pieces of me pieces pieces of me
Yes I also sing to girl songs, but hey whatever. As long as no one else knows, I'm fine.
Ah relationships...I've never had one, because as I said earlier most of the girls in my school are sluts. Though there is a new girl in my school...she is very pretty. She doesn't swoon over me, but that's probably because she is friends with Yugi and them. I bet they tell her I'm a really mean guy, and she would never like me. She is smart, in fact I've seen her eating in the library reading before. Her hair is blonde and curves around her face, it's short, and really pretty. Eyes, her eyes are a grayish blue, so gray, but somehow through all the gray there is, her eyes still seem to sparkle a blueish color. Molly, Molly is her name. I don't know her last name.
Maybe her eyes are something to live by? I mean the part about somehow shining through the gray. You know what, that's what I'm gonna do. I am going to shine through the gray of my life. Tomorrow I'm gonna talk to her and I'm going to smile! I am going to act like a normal kid! Well...a responsible one at least.
Yes tomorrow I will be nice, friendly, and I'm going to smile...
Freak09: So what did you think? Was he to out of character? Did you like his little revalation at the end? PLEASE REVIEW!!! Tell me if you think that I should leave this a one shot, or turn it into a full fledge fic?