Lilly was somewhere she never wanted to be. Trapped in a place she couldn't escape from. She didn't know what else she could do. It was hopeless wasn't it? She'd try to keep fighting but it was becoming difficult. She missed her home, her cats, her squad. Her mind wandered to what they were doing right now. Were they looking for her? Did they miss her? She didnt even know anymore. She didn't want to think about them it was too painful. Almost as painful as never knowing what moment would be her last. As she thought about her death and the last words she said to all of them the ice filled her heart. Her blue eyes took on an even bluer hue. Impossibly blue. The door creaked open and Lilly's heart sank further and further. As the footsteps came closer she wished she was dead.
One day earlier
"Okay. Hey, enough with the Ice Queen, Lil. Just hit me with it, all right." Scotty snapped. "I got nothing to say." Lilly said sharply. "What, you wanna drop this thing? Great, but you ain't dropping. You're giving me daggers all day long." Scotty yelled. "And you don't deserve that?" She yelled sarcastically. "Lil, I'm an adult. I don't need your permision to go out with someone." Scotty chastised. "It's not someone, It's my sister." Lilly fumed. She was angry, chris took patrick and now Scotty. Everyone in her life becomes tainted by her sister. "So what's that to you?" Scotty spoke sharply. He wasnt sure what to expect out of her. He was just so angry she had no right to tell him not to go near her sister. "You lied to my face." She shouted bitterly. Truth is she had another motive but she didn't want Scotty to know. "You asked in front of everybody. I'm gonna say with Vera and the boss right there? Yeah, yeah, Chris and me are stepping out." He was angry she had embarassed him.
"Okay. You're right. Lying was the right thing." She replied partially admitting defeat. "I'm gonna see who I want, Lil." Scotty snapped. "Great. Great, god bless." Lilly shouted anger filling her voice. Scotty couldn't see how much it hurt her for him to be screwing her sister. "I can't help whatever happened 9 years ago." Scotty said harshly. Lilly blinked back tears in disbelief. She couldn't believe chris had told him. "She's trouble." Lilly said still in shock from what he had just said. Tears were pooling in her eyes. "Well, maybe to me, she's not." Scotty Said his anger dimishing slightly at the sight of her tears. "Fine, Scotty, but whoring it out with cocktail waitress won't bring back your dead girlfriend." Lilly bit back. She knew she had taken it too far but she was just so hurt she needed to hurt him back. She walked away from him after that. The tears began trickling down her face. She couldn't bear for him to see her cry, but it was too late Scotty had caught a glimpse of the tears even through his anger he still felt bad.
Unbeknownst to both of them Someone else had seen and heard their little exchange someone who was after Lilly. Someone who wanted to make Lilly suffer even more than she already had.
Scotty didn't know that this would be the last time he would speak to Lilly...
Lilly was almost to her apartment. It was a cool crisp day quiet and strange. Lilly thought she heard a noise behind her so she stopped walking and turned to look. To her relief no one was there. She continued walking but this time she heard something right in her ear. "Tisk tisk Lilly" A man whispered followed by laughter. She recognized the voice. He grabbed her and held a gun to her side. "Come with me Lilly. I told you we would go hunting together, but first I have other plans for you." He whispered in her ear. She could feel his grin against her ear.
"Hello George." Lilly said as a shiver ran up her spine. He shoved Lilly towards his car quickly tied her up and threw her in the backseat. Lilly wished she had suspected something earlier. She now realized a lot had been funny along the way home. The foot steps she heard behind her that she ignored and the shivers that made her blood run cold. She should have listened, but she didn't.
Now she was trapped in this cold dark room. His footsteps were creeping closer in the dark. Finally he was standing right above her with her cell phone in his hand. "Let's have some fun Lilly." He said creeply. He dialed a number and put the phone on speaker. "Lil, I don't want to talk to you right now." Scotty's sharp tone still burning with anger. "Good. Lilly can't speak right now anyway." George said casually. "Who is this?" Scotty shouted into the phone concern evident in his voice. "I told her I'd take her hunting sometime." He said laughing. "George you son of a bitch if you hurt her i swear to god I'll hurt you." Scotty shouted. "Say one more thing Valens and I'll hurt her." George snapped. "Fuck you!" Scotty shouted before hearing the sound of flesh hitting flesh.
Lilly groaned and whimpered. "Scotty Calm down. I'll be alright." Lilly whimpered. Even as she was saying it she didn't believe it. Scotty heard Lilly's voice breaking and cracking as she spoke. "Lilly we will be coming for you. I will find you!" Scotty whispered. "Enough talking detective valens It's time for me to have a little fun with Lilly. Goodbye" George said before hanging up. Scotty couldn't believe what he had just heard. He quickly called stillman and drove to police head quarters.
"Strip." George ordered. Lilly had no choice but to obey. He had a gun and she didn't want to die. Lilly Stripped, she figured it would be so she could be hunted by him. George snicked, Lilly would be hard to break, but he knew just how to do it. "All the way." George said mockingly as Lilly had gotten down to her undergarmets. She hesitated before she saw the glint of gun metal. Once stripped all the way, Lilly glanced at george. He abruptly shoved her backwards onto his bed. Before she could react he climbed ontop of her. "I've been thinking of ways I could break you and I came up with this. It's not my usual M.O but your special Lilly." He muttered as he undid his fly. Lilly's worst fear was coming to life as george pulled down his pants and boxers.
She could feel his member pressing against her thigh. He put the gun off to the side on a stand and almost dared her to reach for it. George reached between them and Lilly realized she had froze. "No!" She shouted and started kicking and pushing and hitting at him. George just laughed. Lilly tried twisting away from him, but he was too strong for her. Lilly groaned in pain as he quickly thrust into her.
Lilly had never known a pain so bad on a emotional and physical level. George panted in her ear as he thrust in and out. Lilly shouted in pain and frustration as she repeatedly tried to hit and kick him off. She tried to reach for the gun, but failed as George slapped her across the face. Lilly fought and fought and couldn't get him off of her. All she felt was the overwelming pain and desperation to survive. Could she survive this? All of her thoughts turned to her squad. Even when George finished inside her and walked away laughing. Lilly hadn't noticed a thing. She was too busy hoping they would find her.
Lilly couldn't believe what had just happened to her. Even when she was 10 she had never felt so hopeless after one action. She felt lost in a never ending dark spiral. Would she ever feel okay again? She couldn't be sure about that, but one thing she was completely positive about was the fact George knew what he was doing to her. He himself had been raped. He knew how she felt. Lilly gasped as she realized she really was going to die. George would kill her before she could ever tell Scotty how she felt. That she was sorry for what she had said and sorry for never opening up to him.
He'd never seen the real Lilly. The scared little girl who didn't pretend she was invincible. Lilly had spent her whole life pretending she was so strong and when Scotty had said that be couldn't help what happened 9 years ago, he'd put a crack in her armour. For the first time in years she felt the real Lilly shinning through so she struck back hard and she regretted it. She regretted that she would never be able to tell Scotty that she was sorry. That's all she could think about even with the throbbing pain and the tears cascading down her cheeks.
Back in the office Scotty was pacing back and forth. "He called me from her phone!" Scotty shouted. He was so angry as he stared at Stillman's grim face with Will and Nick standing nearby. "George has her! He... He told me they were going to go hunting... Boss he can't hurt her..." Scotty broke off when his voice became too overwhelmed with emotion. "Scotty, I'm going to have to ask you to calm down. We will find her." Stillman said with a determined tone. "After she's dead right?" Scotty snapped, tears filling his eyes. "No! We will save her! We can't let her down, I refuse." Stillman spoke sharply with an air of authority. "For her sake I really hope your right." Scotty whispered with angry in his eyes before he left the room and his thoughts turned to Lilly.
Scotty couldn't help but wonder if she was okay right now or if George was hurting her. He really hoped it was the former. He prayed that she was okay and that she was remaining the strong beautiful goddess that she was. Little did he know Lilly was falling apart and it was worse than she ever had been in a long time.