***Here's Damien's thoughts when he found out Lita was his new manager.***

Oh wow. One week... one week changed my life forever. Lita is my new manager. Sure she's got looks, but I don't know about this. Of course my first intention was to turn on her, but I'm not like that. After my match with Big Show I went to the back and cried. I'm not afraid to admit it.

Lita told me why she was gone. She was fired. I must have signed her back in as my manager. Damn. I feel so bad.

The worst thing was Jeff turning his back to me. When I saw that, my toughts and heart collided and smashed. Jeff is a good friend. Why do I have to do this to them?

Do you believe in love at first sight? The old me would have said no. But then I met Destiny. Now I was a believer. I love her. But I understand if she wants Jeff. It's her life. But I love her.

Love is an awkward thing. It's near impossible to tell if someone loves you. I wish I could. Does Destiny have any feelings for me at all? After all this, I will bet not. I need to make it up to her. I need to confess my feelings to her as well. I'm going to need some help.

Andrew isn't talking to me. Neither is Mark or Glen. I feel like I betrayed the only people I could trust. These guys were like family to me. But if all these people care about me, why would they hate me because of a bar incident? If I could change one thing about all this, I would never go to the bar. That one desicion ruined my life. I've started with the drugs now. My biography is going to sound like I was Elvis or something. I just want two things. Things to be better and to have Destiny.

I know I must sound like I'm trying to draw attention, but I just want you to know how I really feel. Destiny. Juliet. If only she loved me back. One week... one week....