I don't own Rave Master as much as I would like to.
The Dream
I'm running but from who? I come to a door is this room mine? Who is this behind me and why is he holding onto me arm and why do I feel like I know him. If only I could get a look at his face. "Ellie I'm sorry I thought… look I'm sorry don't cry please talk to me, Ellie I promise it will never happen again, I'm sorry"
What won't happen again? What did he do to me? Where am I?
I open the door and go in when I look round he's still there, he's shoulders are slumped he sounds so upset. I let him in he seems relieved about that I close the door behind him. "Look" I say "It's not that what made me sad"
"It's not? Then why did you run away?"
"I don't want to talk about it okay; I just wanted to make it clear that I'm not upset with you. You'd know if I was, as you'd of been dodging bullets by now, ha-ha" I laugh but somehow it's not a happy laugh I'm forcing it to lighten the mood. I think he knows that as he comes over to me and puts his arm around me.
"Ellie please tell me what's wrong we're friends right? You know you can tell me anything so come on spill"
"I don't want to, it'll only make you worry and I don't want you to worry you've got enough to deal with without my stupid problems"
"Come on Ellie, not telling me will make me worry more, and even if it is stupid I want to know about all your problems you're my friend and that's what friends do, right? so come on spill"
"No" I say a stubborn look showing on my face as I fold my arms across my chest.
I evil smirk comes onto his face which is the only warning I get before he starts tickling me mercilessly. I can't help it I laugh and try to get free but I can't his too strong.
"Stop" I say through gaps of laughter
"No, Not until you tell me your problem" he said tickling me still
"Never" I scream
"Then I'll have to resort to extreme measures" he says
"You wouldn't" I say knowing where he's going with this, he's planning to tickle me at my weakest point.
"I will unless you tell me your problem" he grins mischievously
"No" I say I don't want him to know about it, the thing that makes me worry so much that I find it hard to sleep at night. I don't want any of them to find out.
"Fine you asked for this" And with that he tickles me at that spot. I can't help it I wriggle and squirm trying to get free, all the time laughing like a manic. Finely I can't take it anymore
"Fine" I try to get out
"What was that?" He says stop tickling me
"I'm afraid" I whisper but he hears it
"About what" he ask in all seriousness now
"About dieing" I say telling him my deepest darkest thought
"Huh"
"I'm scared that I'll have to leave you… and everyone, if I unite the rave stones"
"You won't" he says once again putting his arm around me trying to comfort me, but he can't know for sure.
"But Resha she died making rave what will happen to me, I know it's selfish but I don't want to die yet" I'm crying now tears once again running down my cheeks leaving a salty trail. He wipes them away with he's fingers his grip on my shoulders tightening.
"Your not going to die, I won't let that happen, okay? So don't think about it"
"But" I mumble
"Do you trust me?" he asks
"Yeah"
"Then trust me when I say I won't let you die" he says lifting up my chin so I'm looking into his eyes, oh how I wish I could see his face "So don't worry okay?"
"Ok thanks" I don't know why but he's words calm me it's as if I know I'm safe as long as I'm with him.
"So about that kiss I'm sorry..." he says
"Oh that um…well I kind of liked it" I say I can feel my cheeks flaming up
"Oh but why did you run away then? I thought…" he says starting to get flustered as well.
"I didn't want to hurt you I know what it did to you when your dad died, I didn't want to be the cause of that kind of hurt"
"Ellie its ok being together for just a little bit is better than not being together and always wondering if I had done this or said that then would I have found out if you love me too. Anyway you're not going to die anytime soon so let's not worry about it"
All I could hear was those three words love you too did that mean that he loved me
"Wait did you just say you loved me"
"Um well"
"I love you too" I said kissing him stopping anymore conversation. As the kiss deepens I move my arms round his neck. He's arms goes round my waist pulling me closer to him soon I'm in his lap, we start using tongues. Time seems to stop it doesn't matter where we are all I know is him and that's all I care about. I start to remove his shirt…
"Ellie…"
"Ellie wake up" I open my eyes up to see Musica trying to wake me up as usual.
"Hum… What time is it?" I say disorientated from just waking up and the weird dream I had just had who was that guy in my dream.
"Hey Ellie come on it's time to get up you've got to get to your appointment in an hour and a half.
"Yeah, yeah you know it's not easy getting about in this condition."
"Yeah as you keep mentioning being 8 months pregnant makes it hard to get about, now get out of bed and come downstairs breakfast is ready"
So that's the end of this chapter I suppose you can guess who the mystery guy is. Please review but be nice this is my first fanfic. I'll update as soon as I get a chance