1- Another day of the same thing

"1...2...3"Another match is over and my losing streak continues, My CMP arm band wrapped tightly around my arm in memory of my good friend Carey Mira Porte, Ever since the day she died, Everything has gone wrong..

I walked down the hallway of the WWE HQ, Many of the superstars and Divas gave me a pat on the back and a sad look as I walked by. Some even gave me a quick "sorry Jamie" as I paced by them slowly.

"Jamie, wait up" the familiar feline voice called" Jamie!!"
The young ligeress put a paw on my shoulder lightly and looked at me with a sad look in her yellow eyes

'Jamie, that another loss" she sad calmly with a hint of worry" that makes what, six now..."

"I don't care..." I whispered, shoving my hands in my pockets, rattling around my keys and letting the Navy blue bangs cover half my face.

"Jamie, You've changed" She said softly in the nicest tone she could conger up" Ever since..."

"Ever since what...?"I cut in looking up at her, exposing my tearful ice blue eyes" ever since Carey died, and Jeff left me"

"Jamie..." she began

"Forget it Sasha, you-You just don't understand" I cried running as fast as I could down the twisting corridors of WWE HQ, Avoiding everyone and the friends I thought I had.

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I ran into my room, and sat down on my bed looking at a picture of Jeff Carey and I in the photo booth at the movies

"Its just not fair" I cried to myself" How and why did all this sadness happed, Why me"

I put the picture down beside my bed and pulled the silk black sheets back. I slid my legs underneath and pulled the blanket until it covered my whole body up to my chin. Slowly I cried myself to sleep, and I survived another day of the same thing.