Everything You Want
by Katerina*Elise
(previously by Remus Lover)
A/N- I'm not quite sure whether or not I actually posted this under
my other name, but I hope that you enjoy this. I wonder if
you'll figure out who the characters are... anyway, here ya
go!
* * * * * * * * * *
Somewhere they're speaking, i'ts already coming in
Oh, and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it, unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
* * * * * * * * * *
I stood on the edge of the lake at Hogwarts. For some reason, I just felt
drawn to this place tonight. I could hear the squid swimming lazily in
the warm waters and the wind drifted through my robes gently, warmly. I
sat down slowly on the sandy beach and azed at the water that reflected
the half moon and the stars in the rippling waves.
This year was going to be both heaven and hell. I knew that. He was here
again. I wouldn't just see him every now and then like I used to. It
would be a daily thing. My cheeks were wet and I realized that I was
crying. Would I be able to hide from what I felt? No, no. I don't feel
anything. I can't love him... But I do! I love you-
I heard a sigh to my right and spun around, scooting backwards quickly and
noiselessly until I was behind a large rock. I wasn't supposed to be out
of the school at this time of night.
"She's here." I heard someone say. "Of course, I knew she would be but
I'm not supposed to feel this way. It's wrong! But why does it feel so
right?"
I knew the voice now. It was him. What was he talking about?
"Why do I feel this way? Why do I have to love her?" He was yelling at
the sky, at God.
My heart froze as my thoughts started to race. He loved someone? NO!!
It couldn't be true! He couldn't love someone! It wasn't fair!
* * * * * * * * * *
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen, listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return.
* * * * * * * * * *
A wail of anguis was growing quickly in my throat. I had to let it out,
but I couldn't be heard! I couldn't face him, not now that I know that
he loves someone! I rose from my place on the ground and spun around,
racing past the edge of the Forbidden Forest, unshed tears blurring my
vision. I ran through the doors of the school, and past classroom after
classroom until I reached my journey's end and entered the common room.
I curled myself up into a chari in from of the fire and burst into the
tears that I had been holding back for far too long.
* * * * * * * * * *
TBC
A/N2- I must have 5 reviews before I'll give you the next part!
A/N3- oh yeah... I need a beta reader really badly, so will someone
please volunteer? Pweeese?
by Katerina*Elise
(previously by Remus Lover)
A/N- I'm not quite sure whether or not I actually posted this under
my other name, but I hope that you enjoy this. I wonder if
you'll figure out who the characters are... anyway, here ya
go!
* * * * * * * * * *
Somewhere they're speaking, i'ts already coming in
Oh, and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it, unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why
* * * * * * * * * *
I stood on the edge of the lake at Hogwarts. For some reason, I just felt
drawn to this place tonight. I could hear the squid swimming lazily in
the warm waters and the wind drifted through my robes gently, warmly. I
sat down slowly on the sandy beach and azed at the water that reflected
the half moon and the stars in the rippling waves.
This year was going to be both heaven and hell. I knew that. He was here
again. I wouldn't just see him every now and then like I used to. It
would be a daily thing. My cheeks were wet and I realized that I was
crying. Would I be able to hide from what I felt? No, no. I don't feel
anything. I can't love him... But I do! I love you-
I heard a sigh to my right and spun around, scooting backwards quickly and
noiselessly until I was behind a large rock. I wasn't supposed to be out
of the school at this time of night.
"She's here." I heard someone say. "Of course, I knew she would be but
I'm not supposed to feel this way. It's wrong! But why does it feel so
right?"
I knew the voice now. It was him. What was he talking about?
"Why do I feel this way? Why do I have to love her?" He was yelling at
the sky, at God.
My heart froze as my thoughts started to race. He loved someone? NO!!
It couldn't be true! He couldn't love someone! It wasn't fair!
* * * * * * * * * *
But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen, listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return.
* * * * * * * * * *
A wail of anguis was growing quickly in my throat. I had to let it out,
but I couldn't be heard! I couldn't face him, not now that I know that
he loves someone! I rose from my place on the ground and spun around,
racing past the edge of the Forbidden Forest, unshed tears blurring my
vision. I ran through the doors of the school, and past classroom after
classroom until I reached my journey's end and entered the common room.
I curled myself up into a chari in from of the fire and burst into the
tears that I had been holding back for far too long.
* * * * * * * * * *
TBC
A/N2- I must have 5 reviews before I'll give you the next part!
A/N3- oh yeah... I need a beta reader really badly, so will someone
please volunteer? Pweeese?