What I Never Told You.
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The screaming only lasted a few seconds but it scared the hell out of him nonetheless. He had jumped out of his bed and ran to his closet to get his robe. He then dashed out of his quarters hoping that Kathryn was okay, the screams sounded like genuine horror, something was seriously wrong and it was up to him to find out. He ran to her door and entered the emergency access code. The doors quickly opened and let him through. He rushed into her quarters. They were dark as the time implied and the living room was empty. Chakotay let himself into her bedroom. He frantically looked around. There he saw Kathryn's bed. It looked slept in but there was no one occupying it. He ran to the bathroom door and banged on it but there was no answer. Again he checked the room but he saw no one. He was about to call out a ship wide intruder alert when he heard stifled crying. Chakotay let his ears do the locating and he soon ended up in the far corner of Kathryn's bedroom. After awhile his eyes adjusted to the lighting of the room and he saw the small shadowed image of her frame. Chakotay let out a deep sigh of relief. "Kathryn?" His eyes closed tightly and he focused on slowing his breathing. "I.I'm sorry did I wake you." He wanted to say 'no I was just on a stroll and I happened to hear you scream' he didn't want her to feel bad about it. He hesitated but decided to answer her truthfully. "Yes." He said quietly. "I'm so sorry, please excuse my actions." Her words were shaky. Chakotay watched in silence as her tears threatened to infringe on her calm and perfect world. But if only Chakotay knew that it wasn't perfect, that it was greatly disturbed and was far from perfect. Just like clock work the shutters started again, they got more in more violent until she had finally burst into tears. By that point Chakotay had become greatly overwhelmed with concern. He quickly took a seat by her side. He then grasped her hand. Her hand was outrageously heated, as a natural reflex he took the back of his hand to her forehead. "My god Kathryn, you're burning up." His words brought the tears back in their entirety. Chakotay pulled Kathryn into his lap. "Tell me what's wrong!" he demanded his answer. She sniffed trying to stop the crying long enough to speak but she couldn't. Chakotay lifted her from his lap and pulled her up to his face. "Tell me!" Half of her wanted to tell him but the other half was holding her back. His eyes almost flashed red with anger. "Tell me now or I'll get the doctor." "NO." she blurted out through her violent tears. 'Chakotay what are you doing' he thought. He was scaring her and he knew it, she needed to be helped not badgered. Chakotay put her back in his lap and cradled her. Second by second he could feel her getting hotter. He had to take her to sickbay despite her reluctance. "Come on Kathryn we're going to sickbay." She shook her head aggressively. She stopped crying briefly and gulped. "No we're not." Her voice came out too ruff for his tastes and that only happened when something was wrong. "We're going." "NO" she screamed. "I SAID WE'RE GOING" Chakotay stood and lifted her. Kathryn violently thrashed at his face. From the length of her nails and the stinging on his face he guessed that by the time he got to sickbay the doctor would have two patients to deal with. He had made it half way out of the bedroom when Kathryn bit him. Chakotay drooped her and to shake the pain out of his hand "Bitch" He cursed loudly, he knew he shouldn't have but it was an impulse. He searched the room and noticed Kathryn crawling into the bathroom. He ran over and pulled her away from the door. Her screams sent chills up his spine. He dragged her out of the bedroom and to the doors out of her quarters. As he dragged her out she grabbed the doorframe. Chakotay tugged at her legs. But she wouldn't budge. After a few times he severed her grip on the door. But the recoil of the action sent him flying into the bulkhead behind them. He hit his head hard and took a few seconds to recover. He slowly stood and went back over to Kathryn lifting her again. He carried her down the hallway screeching and kicking like a two year old. Freeing one hand Chakotay hit the button calling for the turbo lift. When the turbo-lift finally arrived Chakotay attempted to board it. This time he wasn't stopped by Kathryn, but by Tom. Tom stood there with a confused look upon his face. "Com.mander?" Chakotay blushed. It was probably better to leave this incident unexplained at the moment. "Lieutenant you can either get off the turbo lift or you can help me." Tom stood there in awe for a few seconds. Tom shrugged. "It's just that it's not everyday that you." Chakotay glared at him. "TOM!" "Uh. I'll grab her legs?" Tom went for Janeway's legs. Chakotay should have warned him but decided not to for his own selfish entertainment. Chakotay counted, one, two, three, four blows to his chin before Tom finally managed to grab hold of her ankles. "Sickbay" The turbo-lift bleeped letting him know that it had identified his request and was obeying it. Tom freed one hand and rubbed his chin. "Commander if you don't mind me asking, why didn't you just ask for a transport?" "It wasn't an emergency." Tom looked down at Janeway's struggling body. "I don't know Commander, but this looks like an emergency to me." Before Chakotay could shoot back a comment the turbo lift halted at their destination. The two men carried the fighting body to sickbay. Sickbay was dark and empty. The men took her to the nearest bio-bed and easily lifted her on to it. "Computer, activate EMH." The computer responded and did what he asked. With in seconds the doctor was in front of them and the lights came on. "Lieutenant Paris? Commander Chakotay? Captain Janeway?" His eyes widened as the rank of the crewmember increased. Chakotay walked over to Janeway's left side and restrained her left arm. "Commander what happened?" Chakotay shook his head. "No time to explain, Paris take the other arm." The doctor sprinted for his office and disappeared behind the glass for a few moments until he immerged with a tri-corder in his hand. Before the doctor could reach them The Captain started shaking violently. Not in an attempt to escape from her current position but involuntarily. "DOCTOR" he called out. "Doctor there's something wrong." Chakotay studied her face. He watched her eyes roll back into her head. All he could see was the white of her eyes it scared the hell out of him; he had never seen that happen before this had been a first. And from the look on Tom's face it was probably a first for him to. "Kathryn." Chakotay yelled. "Kathryn." He cried out. She was unresponsive. Chakotay looked at the doctor who was currently scanning her. He was just about to ask him how bad off she was but his thoughts were interrupted by a continuous unending beep coming from the doctors tri-corder. The Doctor's eyes quickly fixated on Tom. "Mr. Paris..." Tom was already making his way over to the station a few feet away from the bed. Tom looked up from his station prompting the doctor. "Start her off at 100." Tom nodded and entered the information into the consol. Chakotay watched in horror as Kathryn's body jumped a bit. Still the beep was there. "The body is unresponsive to the shock." The doctor's brow furrowed. "I know that Mr. Paris." The doctor answered angrily. "Move it up to 200" Again Kathryn's body twitched. After the second shock the beep changed and was a slow beep.beep.beep. "Heart is stable, shaking had ended." The doctor looked up at Tom and shook his head, he then looked at Chakotay. "Commander I'm afraid that you're going to have to leave." Chakotay shook his head. "Not until I know what's going on." The Doctor sighed. "Take a look at the Captain's eyes." Chakotay took at the whites of her eyes. He shivered. "I see them." He said with an uneasy feeling in this stomach. The doctor used his free hand to wave in her direction. "And I'm sure that you have witnessed her convulsive shaking." Chakotay nodded. "Using these visible signs and the information from my tri-corder I have come to the conclusion that she's had a seizer." The color drained from Chakotay's face. The Doctor turned to Tom. "Mr. Paris replicate two hypo sprays under sigma kappa alpha." Tom went over to the replicator and returned with the doctor's requested medicine. The Doctor gripped it tightly and injected it into the Captain's neck. Chakotay stared at the other hypo spray in the doctor's hand for a few seconds. He gulped. "What's that one for?" The doctor smiled "Ah Commander, I was wondering when you'd ask. This is for you. Go back to deck three back into your quarters and into your bedroom, your then going to inject your self with this AND GO TO SLEEP." Chakotay gripped the hypo spray took one last look at Kathryn and walked out the door. After walking around the ship for an hour or so, Chakotay ended up at Kathryn's door. He entered her quarters and was suddenly over taken by her smell. He followed the scent into her bedroom. He laid down in the foreign room and allowed himself to be intoxicated by the smell. After lying there for a few minutes Chakotay brought the hypo spray up to his neck and lost himself in its familiar hiss.
Disclaimer: Paramount owns all. We are their slaves. Bow down to the mighty corporation. I shall forever watch your TV channels your TV shows I watch your movies I visit your amusement parks. I am forever your slave. Everything I write of is yours all mighty one except for the story. I bow for I need not money o' Mighty one for doing what I love even if it sucks. I bow on last time hoping to leave you in peace. AMEN.
The screaming only lasted a few seconds but it scared the hell out of him nonetheless. He had jumped out of his bed and ran to his closet to get his robe. He then dashed out of his quarters hoping that Kathryn was okay, the screams sounded like genuine horror, something was seriously wrong and it was up to him to find out. He ran to her door and entered the emergency access code. The doors quickly opened and let him through. He rushed into her quarters. They were dark as the time implied and the living room was empty. Chakotay let himself into her bedroom. He frantically looked around. There he saw Kathryn's bed. It looked slept in but there was no one occupying it. He ran to the bathroom door and banged on it but there was no answer. Again he checked the room but he saw no one. He was about to call out a ship wide intruder alert when he heard stifled crying. Chakotay let his ears do the locating and he soon ended up in the far corner of Kathryn's bedroom. After awhile his eyes adjusted to the lighting of the room and he saw the small shadowed image of her frame. Chakotay let out a deep sigh of relief. "Kathryn?" His eyes closed tightly and he focused on slowing his breathing. "I.I'm sorry did I wake you." He wanted to say 'no I was just on a stroll and I happened to hear you scream' he didn't want her to feel bad about it. He hesitated but decided to answer her truthfully. "Yes." He said quietly. "I'm so sorry, please excuse my actions." Her words were shaky. Chakotay watched in silence as her tears threatened to infringe on her calm and perfect world. But if only Chakotay knew that it wasn't perfect, that it was greatly disturbed and was far from perfect. Just like clock work the shutters started again, they got more in more violent until she had finally burst into tears. By that point Chakotay had become greatly overwhelmed with concern. He quickly took a seat by her side. He then grasped her hand. Her hand was outrageously heated, as a natural reflex he took the back of his hand to her forehead. "My god Kathryn, you're burning up." His words brought the tears back in their entirety. Chakotay pulled Kathryn into his lap. "Tell me what's wrong!" he demanded his answer. She sniffed trying to stop the crying long enough to speak but she couldn't. Chakotay lifted her from his lap and pulled her up to his face. "Tell me!" Half of her wanted to tell him but the other half was holding her back. His eyes almost flashed red with anger. "Tell me now or I'll get the doctor." "NO." she blurted out through her violent tears. 'Chakotay what are you doing' he thought. He was scaring her and he knew it, she needed to be helped not badgered. Chakotay put her back in his lap and cradled her. Second by second he could feel her getting hotter. He had to take her to sickbay despite her reluctance. "Come on Kathryn we're going to sickbay." She shook her head aggressively. She stopped crying briefly and gulped. "No we're not." Her voice came out too ruff for his tastes and that only happened when something was wrong. "We're going." "NO" she screamed. "I SAID WE'RE GOING" Chakotay stood and lifted her. Kathryn violently thrashed at his face. From the length of her nails and the stinging on his face he guessed that by the time he got to sickbay the doctor would have two patients to deal with. He had made it half way out of the bedroom when Kathryn bit him. Chakotay drooped her and to shake the pain out of his hand "Bitch" He cursed loudly, he knew he shouldn't have but it was an impulse. He searched the room and noticed Kathryn crawling into the bathroom. He ran over and pulled her away from the door. Her screams sent chills up his spine. He dragged her out of the bedroom and to the doors out of her quarters. As he dragged her out she grabbed the doorframe. Chakotay tugged at her legs. But she wouldn't budge. After a few times he severed her grip on the door. But the recoil of the action sent him flying into the bulkhead behind them. He hit his head hard and took a few seconds to recover. He slowly stood and went back over to Kathryn lifting her again. He carried her down the hallway screeching and kicking like a two year old. Freeing one hand Chakotay hit the button calling for the turbo lift. When the turbo-lift finally arrived Chakotay attempted to board it. This time he wasn't stopped by Kathryn, but by Tom. Tom stood there with a confused look upon his face. "Com.mander?" Chakotay blushed. It was probably better to leave this incident unexplained at the moment. "Lieutenant you can either get off the turbo lift or you can help me." Tom stood there in awe for a few seconds. Tom shrugged. "It's just that it's not everyday that you." Chakotay glared at him. "TOM!" "Uh. I'll grab her legs?" Tom went for Janeway's legs. Chakotay should have warned him but decided not to for his own selfish entertainment. Chakotay counted, one, two, three, four blows to his chin before Tom finally managed to grab hold of her ankles. "Sickbay" The turbo-lift bleeped letting him know that it had identified his request and was obeying it. Tom freed one hand and rubbed his chin. "Commander if you don't mind me asking, why didn't you just ask for a transport?" "It wasn't an emergency." Tom looked down at Janeway's struggling body. "I don't know Commander, but this looks like an emergency to me." Before Chakotay could shoot back a comment the turbo lift halted at their destination. The two men carried the fighting body to sickbay. Sickbay was dark and empty. The men took her to the nearest bio-bed and easily lifted her on to it. "Computer, activate EMH." The computer responded and did what he asked. With in seconds the doctor was in front of them and the lights came on. "Lieutenant Paris? Commander Chakotay? Captain Janeway?" His eyes widened as the rank of the crewmember increased. Chakotay walked over to Janeway's left side and restrained her left arm. "Commander what happened?" Chakotay shook his head. "No time to explain, Paris take the other arm." The doctor sprinted for his office and disappeared behind the glass for a few moments until he immerged with a tri-corder in his hand. Before the doctor could reach them The Captain started shaking violently. Not in an attempt to escape from her current position but involuntarily. "DOCTOR" he called out. "Doctor there's something wrong." Chakotay studied her face. He watched her eyes roll back into her head. All he could see was the white of her eyes it scared the hell out of him; he had never seen that happen before this had been a first. And from the look on Tom's face it was probably a first for him to. "Kathryn." Chakotay yelled. "Kathryn." He cried out. She was unresponsive. Chakotay looked at the doctor who was currently scanning her. He was just about to ask him how bad off she was but his thoughts were interrupted by a continuous unending beep coming from the doctors tri-corder. The Doctor's eyes quickly fixated on Tom. "Mr. Paris..." Tom was already making his way over to the station a few feet away from the bed. Tom looked up from his station prompting the doctor. "Start her off at 100." Tom nodded and entered the information into the consol. Chakotay watched in horror as Kathryn's body jumped a bit. Still the beep was there. "The body is unresponsive to the shock." The doctor's brow furrowed. "I know that Mr. Paris." The doctor answered angrily. "Move it up to 200" Again Kathryn's body twitched. After the second shock the beep changed and was a slow beep.beep.beep. "Heart is stable, shaking had ended." The doctor looked up at Tom and shook his head, he then looked at Chakotay. "Commander I'm afraid that you're going to have to leave." Chakotay shook his head. "Not until I know what's going on." The Doctor sighed. "Take a look at the Captain's eyes." Chakotay took at the whites of her eyes. He shivered. "I see them." He said with an uneasy feeling in this stomach. The doctor used his free hand to wave in her direction. "And I'm sure that you have witnessed her convulsive shaking." Chakotay nodded. "Using these visible signs and the information from my tri-corder I have come to the conclusion that she's had a seizer." The color drained from Chakotay's face. The Doctor turned to Tom. "Mr. Paris replicate two hypo sprays under sigma kappa alpha." Tom went over to the replicator and returned with the doctor's requested medicine. The Doctor gripped it tightly and injected it into the Captain's neck. Chakotay stared at the other hypo spray in the doctor's hand for a few seconds. He gulped. "What's that one for?" The doctor smiled "Ah Commander, I was wondering when you'd ask. This is for you. Go back to deck three back into your quarters and into your bedroom, your then going to inject your self with this AND GO TO SLEEP." Chakotay gripped the hypo spray took one last look at Kathryn and walked out the door. After walking around the ship for an hour or so, Chakotay ended up at Kathryn's door. He entered her quarters and was suddenly over taken by her smell. He followed the scent into her bedroom. He laid down in the foreign room and allowed himself to be intoxicated by the smell. After lying there for a few minutes Chakotay brought the hypo spray up to his neck and lost himself in its familiar hiss.