-1 Biggest fool.
Maximum Ride stood in front of the mirror in her hotel room. What was it that Fang didn't like about her? What was so wrong with her? Why couldn't the mirror change her appearance so at least she appeared beautiful in the mirror.
Mirror
mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to
me
She glared back at the girl in the mirror, maybe it was her appearance.
Why
don't I like the girl I see
The one who's standing right in front
of me
God knows she was the ugliest girl in the world, scars everywhere, wings, hair that she couldn't control, disgusting finger and toe nails. A tear fell down her cheek why couldn't she be beautiful like every other girl? Cause she was a mutant freak. She just stood and glared at her reflection, she hated her appearance.
She and Fang had fought last night after she had told him that she loved him. He hadn't said anything till Max had yelled and told him that he wasn't fair, that's she'd put her heart out on the line and it had been shattered cause he thought trying to look tough was cool. It wasn't. He'd shouted about her being an insensitive girl who didn't understand. She didn't understand? Maybe that was because he never showed his emotions. That's when she had screamed the line that had ruined everything, she replayed it in her mind 'I hate you! I've tried and tried but nothing I do is ever good enough. Why not go screw the hotels managers daughter, I'm so sure she'll accept you! I hate you Fang! I hate you!' Her voice had told her right through the fight just to shut her trap before she ruined everything, she hadn't listened.
Why
don't I think before I speak
I should have listened to that voice
inside me
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my
mind
To say the kind of things I said last night
A few more tears fell down her cheeks, she'd stay out of sight of the flock and the rest of civilisation for today. She'd caused enough pain on her behalf. She should have never acknowledge her feelings about Fang, maybe then he would somehow still be here. Now no one could understand her, she was a fool. An idiot. She dropped her gaze from the mirror and went over to her bed.
Mirror
mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the
biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And
bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
She felt guilty and stupid, she should go and apologize to him. He might not even be next door, for all she knew he could be in another state. She should've gone after him or begged him to stay. She looked out the window, tears kept falling.
Why
did I let you walk away
When all I had to do was say I'm sorry
I
let my pride get in the way
And in the heat of the moment I was to
blame
I must be stupid, must be crazy, must be out of my mind
Now
in the cold light of the day I realize
It was all her fault, she was the reason her heart had shattered. She was to blame. Damn it! She needed to do something to prevent herself from doing something stupid. She stood and looked back in the mirror. Her pale arms looked weird against her brown t-shirt. She shed her shirt and looked at her reflected torso it was paler than her arms and was scratched, she ran her finger over her ear sacks.
Mirror
mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the
biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And
bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
She wished that last night had been a Nightmare and that Fang would walk in any moment. He probably told the Flock or Angel read his mind about it and told everyone. "I wish that last night hadn't happened."
If
only wishes could be dreams
And all my dreams could come true
Last night did happen Max. Now you have to try and fix the damage.
"Shut up, like you understand. Ever since you came I've changed! You changed me!"
"Really Maximum, I'm offended."
There
would be two us standing here in front of you
If you could show me
that someone that I used to be
Bring back my baby, my baby to me
She glared at mirror, she hated herself. Her inside and her appearance.
Mirror
mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the
biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And
bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
"Why me?!" Max screamed, she punched the mirror which shattered over hand. Idiotic move Maximum. She fell to her knees, she felt so stupid and childish on her hands and knees sobbing.
Mirror
mirror hanging on the wall
You don't have to tell me who's the
biggest fool of all
Mirror mirror I wish you could lie to me
And
bring my baby back, bring my baby back to me
It wasn't fair. After a few minutes she regained herself, she looked down at her knees. Great now her legs were bloody as well. She'd have to go get the First aid kit from Fang. She looked back at the mirrors stand a few jagged pieces of the once oval mirror were still on the base, they were cracked but she looked at what she could see of her reflection and sighed, if only she could change herself into someone or something that wouldn't have such an ugly appearance. If only the mirror was defective.
Mirror
mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror mirror lie to
me
Mirror mirror lie to me
Show me what I wanna see
Mirror
mirror lie to me
A/N: Song is Mirror Mirror by M2M. This is starting as a song fic but the chapters afterwards will Hopefully tell the story I want them to. Please R&R the next Chapter will be up soon.
