I do Not own any characters all belongs to stephenie meyer. i just own the plot.

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"Bella He.. He's dead". That's all Alice said then she broke into dry sobs. What? No. NO NO ! That's not possible .How? Who? . I was to shocked to cry and all I could do is stand there while many questions raced through my head. Finally, I spoke. "Alice how. Why who did this please oh god where is every one else" I was hardley able to talk my sobs interfearing with each word.

" Im so sorry Bella I cant believe I didn't see it. How could I not see it!" Alice said still sobing.

"Alice who did this tell me please".

" It was Aro from the Volturi"

Aro. But why? Why would someone do that. Edward didn't want to die. Did he want to die? .gosh. Its my fault. I.. I killed him. He did love me. He killed himself because he thought that I was dead. Why am I so selfish.

" Alice its my fault"

No Bella its not your fault its mine I didn't see Aro killing edward …"

That's when I cut her off.

" No Alice he killed himself he thought I was dead. I killed him . ITS MY FAULT! "

" Bella its okay"

Who was that? The voice sounded so familiar. Did Alice hear that.

"Its Okay love. Don't ever blame yourself. I had to go. Do not let any one cry for me I love you. Please remember"

Edward.

I understood. He was happy. I will never be able to describe how I knew . I was so sure that he was happy. Of coarse his happiness made me happy and I could no longer cry of sadness, this time I was crying because I was happy. He was happy. He wanted what I wanted for him. Joy. Happiness. What ever you call it we both wanted it for eachother.

"its okay" I said with a small smile

"What?" Alice said her sobs calming down a little.

" He is happy. don't cry for his death. remember his life.

" Bella how do you know this"

" I just do. Trust me. Remember."

Edward said he was going to hell. But no. He was so loving. He loved every one even if he didn't know it. It has to be imposible for any thing that good to go to hell.

He is up there. I know it.