Scared, alone unwanted she sits alone in a unfamiliar room.
Waiting for her courage to grab her scared flesh.
Waiting in the flickering lights she awaits the hollowness to fade, despite knowing nothing will change.
Not letting others in she crys unseen, heard of tears for the future, present and past.
Life is the ultimate fear
And she knows the only way to lose it is to face the impossible,
so she waits for courage before taking a stab and slice of a razor.
Her thing to know and hers alone to keep and cope.
Something that no-one will take before her dead corpse.
As no-one can erase true scars.
Sick of them leaving, she plans to leave to most perminant way.
Alone she sits awaiting a choice,
the shadows darken and her lips pull taught into one last smile as her giddy breathe leaves forever.
She was sick of everyone and them leaving, she
left so not to loose anyone else or her already
stretching sanity...