Disclaimer: Let's put our heads together. Maybe is we do, Marvel will belong to us, and Rogue and Remy will finally have a steady relationship…Wait, it'll never happen…damn. The reality is, I don't own X-Men Evolution…
Author's Notes: It's past 11pm, and this just came out. It's a poem about what Remy and Rogue are feeling for each other. Weird, but poetry comes easily to me. It sorta just flows. Of course it's a Romy…Duh. I'm thinking, that I'm just gonna have a scrapbook of a collection all the Romy poems I do…when it strikes me in the mood. So updates to this will most likely be infrequent and all over the place. It's sorta angsty and fluffy at the same time. It's sorta about how they feel so tortured by something meant to be doomed. So anyway, I present to you…
Yeah, and the stupid Document Editor/Magager took out all my stanzas from Word...grumble...grumble...but just so you know, each stanza is five lines, except the last which has six lines, I'll try to break them up with a symbol of some sort, so I hope that no one will be confused or anything, so bear with me.
MY DEMON EYES
Why is it, that eyes that should be so frightening
Seem so beautiful to my aching heart?
The one that screams in pain,
Tormented by the inability to love,
To be with someone, someone that's you…
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Red. Redder than a ruby.
Flickering flames that dance and glow.
Surrounded by sleek, shining black darkness,
Full of mystery, emotion, and beauty.
Capture me, surround me, take me, if only…
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You seem to watch me.
I feel your glowing gaze,
On me always, haunting me,
If only you knew, knew that what
I see in your eyes is already in my heart…
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Maybe, just maybe, you see it too,
Feel it too, just as I do,
And want it, and don't want it,
As much as I do.
Are you confused too?
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In your dreams, do you feel it too?
Feel the sweetness, feel the joy.
Do you see those frightening fears of mine
Slip away, within your grasp,
Just for you?
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I'm yours in my mind, in my dream,
It's a painful illusion of what could be.
Sweet torture of what I want, what I need,
From you and only you.
Could you free me from my captivity?
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I'm so caged, broken, and fragile.
I'm cracking in your presence,
I can feel it, I want it so badly
To be able to be with you,
Don't you know, I'm so sorry…
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I've fallen to you, can you catch me?
Can you save me from my mind, my pure insanity?
It takes me, envelopes me, makes me try so hard,
Just to know, am I still me?
Can you give me your heart for yours?
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You seem so quick to prove yourself to me.
But do you truly want this, want me?
Do you see me, really see me.
You've penetrated me, but do you see me?
Am I still your mystery, or am I your secret?
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You know I can't give you all of me,
But I think you've stolen my heart,
Like the dashing devilishly debonair thief that you are.
You melt into the night, with that mystical trench coat.
You know the night's stories, its secrets, how about mine?
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I'm cursed, cursed to loneliness, prisons, and masks.
I can barely remember who I am, who I really am.
Except why can you see that?
Why can you bring it out in me?
Why do you want to save me rescue me, liberate me?
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You've given me wings, let me fly,
But you know that only you can see it.
The darkness is our enigma.
The rooftop is our haven.
Where the shadows cover our mysteries.
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With melted royal purple navy black skies,
A hanging moon, floating stars,
Unspoiled landscape, stretching far,
We are whispers in the dark.
Cloak and shadow, revealed obscurity.
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I can never admit, the doom you've given,
When you set me free, saw the real me,
It's torture, but it's sweet. I'm addicted.
You save a smile for me, it's true, it's beautiful.
I know it's mine, and I know that I'm yours.
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You see me as your angel, you protector, your light.
With emerald eyes and pure white strands.
Your dark angel, the one who wanders furthest from the untainted.
I am tainted too, scared just like you.
And you're my angel too, my devilish angel.
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I am so ecstatic when you're near.
You're the only one who's just so unafraid.
You'll hold me close, like no one else
Ever could do, and it's you, I know
That will chase the past and fear away.
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We're one of a kind, I'm a Rogue, and you're a scoundrel.
It's like I'm your china doll and unbridled strength.
The one that's the perfection that will never be.
You're the one, who makes me whole,
We're not like others, you've completed me now.
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I can see that you've gone and given something to me?
Do you know it? Am I a game to you?
But that can't be so, for I saw it in your eyes once.
A flash, so quick, it made me soar
But now it's agony, you're my satisfying agony.
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A kiss to break into the dawn.
So little to ask, it's all that I want,
That you want too, I can tell.
But you'll never ask, and I'll never request.
So it's a dangerous avoidance we play.
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You've awakened me, reminded me so painfully
Of everything I want, that I need.
I'll try, for you, just for you.
You've made me want it now, to touch,
More than ever before, because, dare I say it, I want you.
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You've taken away all my inhibitions.
Set me free, lead me to fly.
Guided me out of my personal hell.
Only you will picked me up when I fell.
Because only you could see it, see me fall.
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Until then, we dance.
We know, without telling.
I can see it in your blazing eyes.
That you know what I feel, and
I'm beginning to see you too.
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I'm afraid, but you guide me.
Take me away, lead me to contentment.
If only it could be real, if only we could truly be,
Everything I know that we both want,
Lying dormant in our delicate hearts.
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You melt the ice in my heart,
You've breathed life into me again.
Returned it to me from the dead.
Ressurected all I once had buried.
Brought hope to eradicate my misery.
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My dispair is gone, but you pain me still.
No matter how many walls are shattered,
Barriers will always seem to lie.
The past, the silence of what we're not yet willing to admit.
But someday soon, I promise, it'll change, just for you.
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You tell me your truths, your skeletons,
And I know that we're condemned,
To feelings that we'll never be able to show.
Maybe one day, we can, maybe one day,
It'll be perfect. But until then, you'll always be
My perfect suffering, my demon eyed bliss.
I hoped you've enjoyed that. And I've worked some on A Mutated Existence and I've got plotbunnies for Underground Resistance X, so they'll be coming out, within the week, I hope, along with a one shot (It's good ole Romy fluff, I promise). I've got summer break up, so that means an incredible amount of time with no excuses for not writing me fics.
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