[a/n]hola my beloved readers. This is my new story, I may keep it as a oneshot or make it multichapter its up to you and your reviews to decide. So; here is the story.
It was another sunny Californian day when I felt my heart shatter to pieces was again. I woke up to the sound of my ringtone blaring I would've ignored the call if it was anyone else calling; but it was her. The sight of her name on my phone brought a smile to my face. Without taking another second to think I grabbed my phone and clicked talk.
"Hey Miles, whats up," I said enthusiastically awaiting her the sound of her voice.
"Jakeee! Guess what!" she yelled excitedly ; which made me chuckle.
"Surprise me," I said not knowing what she had entailed to say will make heart brek.
"I'm going back out with Nick!" she said so happily unaware of the pain and devastation I'm feeling.
She's my best friend I should be happy for her; but I couldn't bring myself to that. I wanted to be the one to call her mines; not that curly haired freak who broke her heart more than once. She cried for days when he said it was over; and I was there for her to wipe her tears. I was always there for her at her lowest moments; when those racy pictures came out, the oldest Jonas wore that Selena and Demi shirt, when Justin broke up with her, and when he broke her heart. I was the one who brought over the 5 cartons of Ben and Jerry ice-cream and watched the Notebook all through the night when he said goodbye to their relationship. He doesn't deserve her. He'll never know her like I do. He'll never love her as much as me. If only she knew; but I couldn't tell her and risk our friendship. I shouldn't risk my friendship over the yearning I feel to kiss her and hold her in my arms. No. If I love her so much I should want her happy; because when she's happy I'm happy right? So why am in such agony that she's with him; she is happy. Her eyes sparkle with the sound of hearing his name and when she's with him her blue eyes are so clear and light. I should let her be happy.
I reassured myself that her being with Nick is a good thing and slowly said through clenched teeth, "Oh, that's great, I'm happy for you."
"Thanks, well I got to go Nick's taking me out for lunch," she said as excitedly as before.
I softly muttered, "goodbye", and I hanged up the phone.
I lay back down on the bed trying not to think about her. But it was just too difficult. She was out with him. He got to tell her I Love You and hear her say it back to her in that beautiful voice of hers. He got to hold her in his arms and kiss her without a worry about what she'll say. She was the love of my life and she doesn't even know. I'm just her best friend. Always the bestfriend and never the boyfriend.
[A/N]so what did ya think. Should I continue or not!