I do not own the Hunger Games.

Of everyone, I always knew Gale was the person who was there for me after my father's death.

Now it's different. I'm married to Peeta but, I wish I could tell him I sorry but I don't know where he is anymore.

I know I have two beautiful kids and Peeta but, I never loved Peeta and Gale the same.

I loved Peeta because of his comfort, softness, and understanding.

I loved Gale for hunting with me, for being there, and understanding what it is like to take care of family.

Now I regret not forgiving him, for not saying it wasn't his fault, for not choosing him.

It was never Gale's fault; he never knew that his bomb would kill Prim. Primrose, my beautiful, sweet, wonderful Prim.

She would have made it if I had gotten to her in time.

It's too late now. I can't do anything about it.

I don't even know if Gale is still alive.

I don't know what to do any more.

Should I tell someone? If I told someone, who would I tell? I'm not even sure of my own emotions anymore.

Please revivew