Been listening to this song too many times...whatever it is, I'm literally forced to post this or face the risk of insanity.

Standard disclaimer applies.
Song: Don't Speak by No Doubt

What Used To Be

You and me

We used to be together

Every day together always

I could only watch as you grew more distant with each visit back to the Makai. Plainly, your longing for your homeland surpasses your love for me. I could feel your reluctance every time you come back to Ningenkai.

I really feel

That I'm losing my best friend

I can't believe

This could be the end

Yet, as much I wish I could let you go, in truth, I'm too selfish. Maybe I'm wrong to just claim you all to myself. But, you are the best friend and lover I never had since Kurunoe. And I can't bear the pain just yet.

It looks as though you're letting go

And if it's real,

Well I don't want to know

Yet your visits here decreased. I keep telling myself that you still love me, but deep inside, I know better. I guess I just can't face the stark reality just yet. And those confessions of love dwindled to none.

As we die, both you and i

With my head in my hands

I sit and cry

And you wouldn't know now, would you, that in the middle of the night when nobody could see, I would be unable to stop those tears from flowing desperately from my eyes?

You never knew either, how much I despise myself for trapping you in this situation. Or how much I hate you for making me feel that way.

There you are again. I don't understand why you continue to come despite your obvious reluctance to do so.

Your deep voice resonated across my room, making me tremble with such love and hate.

"Kurama, I have something to tell you."

I should have seen this coming. But nothing could prepare me for this. Not now. So I did what I could think of.

Don't speak

I know just what you're saying

So please stop explaining

Don't tell me 'cause it hurts

Before you could continue with what you are saying, I pressed my lips to yours, efficiently stopping you from saying anything. And I knew, while you did not love me that way anymore, you still care for me to not hurt me. I smiled at the pure irony of it. That you would not hurt me, but did.

"When you love someone, you'd let them soar."

Would you be happier then, Hiei? The answer is inevitable.

Then let this be the last. I wrapped my arms around you one last time, savouring your nearness. Then slowly I let go.

It's all ending,

I gotta stop pretending who we are...

can you guess who is it?yep, it's our beloved Kurama! now, tell me how was it, whether it sux or whether it's brilliant or just okay...flames would be appreciated...i'm cold...