hey...i'm doing this late at night because I have nothing to do...

but here is a poem that would describe how would feel...

well here you go

tell me,how is this,how is this,come to be

In this illusional world, where i can't think straight

The madness, it drowns me, deep within my own soul

And i can't wake up

In this dark,dark world

With thoughts

That could drive anyone

To the brink

Of insanity

All i see is the darkness surrounding me

And i can not be helped

I'm waiting,waiting, for the right moment

The insanity will not let me go

Trying to figure out all these questions

My curiosity drives me forward

The madness keeps me here, keeps me here

So many questions arise but can't be answered

This pushes me deeper

Why can't i see

I've experimented countless times

But still more questions than answers

I keep pushing myself deeper into madness

Without someone, such as spirit

It's impossible to get out

Yet i don't ask for assistance

I wish to wake up, to wake up

From this nightmare

I have gotten lost, i am lost

Into insanity

I can't seem to grasp what i'm looking for

…..these questions don't matter anymore….

I hope you guys enjoyed it...