Nope, I dont own jake or bella or any of the twilight characters. i wish. lol
It's terrible knowing that if life went a different way
That we'd have been meant for each other
You're just so much to me
But I think of you now as a brother
I hate knowing that I cause you so much pain
In this life, we were never meant to be
I'm not going to pretend your heart breaking isn't a chain reaction
I can't meet your eyes when you're watching me
I wont forget your kisses that night
Or the talks we had that basically kept me sane
I'll always remember as you grow older
My tears - even know - pour down like rain
I've been awfully selfish in my life
And I want more than ever before
Just to keep you here but it's impossible
There's so much between us for me to not want more
Is it possible, or even right
To give two people your heart?
And it's breaking me inside to know
That in the end, he's the one I can't stand to be apart
How I'd love the chance to hold you again
Run my fingers through your hair
But these things, they can't be anymore
True love can be so unfair
He was my first, and will be my last
But you were the part inbetween
Pieced me together and kept me safe
You were never one sided or mean
Long distance was never the best
Especially when we're not lovers yet more than friends
But you were the one to run away and leave me
And I think that sadly cemented our end
But Jake. I just don't know anymore.
A/N: Aahhhhhh, Jacob Black. It was basically something I wrote because I needed to. hope you enjoyed!