Just a little song fic that I thought would be appropriate for Jack and
Sam.
Disclaimer: I own nothing, not Stargate or its characters or the song by the Semisonics.
Spoilers: Children of the Gods and a season ten which I think they should make!!! Hint, hint (you can't end Stargate after only eight seasons!!!)
Secret Smile.
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me. Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me
There she is, standing across the room from me wearing a short red dress. That woman takes my breath away. She's talking to some guy I can't remember the name of, laughing...that's a false laugh if ever I saw one! I hope...
So use it and prove it, remove this whirling sadness. I'm losing I'm bluesing, but you can't save me from madness
These past ten years have been hard, losing Daniel God knows how many times, losing Janet and a lot of the staff at the SGC in the fight against the damn Goa'uld. There were times I thought I'd lost her, I would pull my hair out until I knew she was safe again. Those were the worst times, missing the person I love, seeing her with other men, she drives me crazy...
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me. Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me
Standing alone at the bar with my beer I remember how we first met, how that young feministic Captain walked into the room and captured my heart. Then she turned and caught my eye, she smiled, my smile and waved. Oh God, does she know what she does to me? I love her yet she is out of reach, damn what's-his-name! Paul, Patrick? Pete! Damn Pete!
So save me, I'm waiting, I'm needing, hear me pleading. And soothe me, improve me I'm grieving, I'm barely believing it now, now
I walk out of the room trying to control the urge to take her in my arms and kiss her. I waited too long to tell her that I needed her and now its too late, its killing me inside. Walking to my car I get in and drive the ten minutes back to my house, slamming the door and flinging myself on my bed like a sulking teenager-that's what she has tuned me into-a damned teenager!
When you are flying around and around the world and I'm lying alonely
Pitying my self in my room while she's partying with the rest of the SGC, I am so selfish. She is happier now than I have ever seen her before and I can't be happy with that. Then I remember her smile, my smile, the smile that she keeps for me, Pete never gets that smile. I grin as I lay on my bed thinking of her smile.
I know there's something sacred and free reserved and received by me only
There is always hope...
Disclaimer: I own nothing, not Stargate or its characters or the song by the Semisonics.
Spoilers: Children of the Gods and a season ten which I think they should make!!! Hint, hint (you can't end Stargate after only eight seasons!!!)
Secret Smile.
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me. Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me
There she is, standing across the room from me wearing a short red dress. That woman takes my breath away. She's talking to some guy I can't remember the name of, laughing...that's a false laugh if ever I saw one! I hope...
So use it and prove it, remove this whirling sadness. I'm losing I'm bluesing, but you can't save me from madness
These past ten years have been hard, losing Daniel God knows how many times, losing Janet and a lot of the staff at the SGC in the fight against the damn Goa'uld. There were times I thought I'd lost her, I would pull my hair out until I knew she was safe again. Those were the worst times, missing the person I love, seeing her with other men, she drives me crazy...
Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me. Nobody knows it but you've got a secret smile and you use it only for me
Standing alone at the bar with my beer I remember how we first met, how that young feministic Captain walked into the room and captured my heart. Then she turned and caught my eye, she smiled, my smile and waved. Oh God, does she know what she does to me? I love her yet she is out of reach, damn what's-his-name! Paul, Patrick? Pete! Damn Pete!
So save me, I'm waiting, I'm needing, hear me pleading. And soothe me, improve me I'm grieving, I'm barely believing it now, now
I walk out of the room trying to control the urge to take her in my arms and kiss her. I waited too long to tell her that I needed her and now its too late, its killing me inside. Walking to my car I get in and drive the ten minutes back to my house, slamming the door and flinging myself on my bed like a sulking teenager-that's what she has tuned me into-a damned teenager!
When you are flying around and around the world and I'm lying alonely
Pitying my self in my room while she's partying with the rest of the SGC, I am so selfish. She is happier now than I have ever seen her before and I can't be happy with that. Then I remember her smile, my smile, the smile that she keeps for me, Pete never gets that smile. I grin as I lay on my bed thinking of her smile.
I know there's something sacred and free reserved and received by me only
There is always hope...