"True"
A request from DJCheif7 (PS, thanks for that and the awesome review! Made my day!) This will be a two shot, I'm thinking. Well, a kind of two-shot. One for JacobxBella. One for EdwardxBella. Anywhoo, let me know if you ant me to do an Eddie-poo version.
I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
That you belong with me
The fight was starting soon.
I could already hear the Pack and the rest of the leeches getting ready.
But instead, I was here.
With Her.
Not moving, not breathing, not talking.
Not until she asked me.
Not until she finally realised that we belonged together.
That she belonged to me, like Saturday and Sleeping In, like Peanut Butter and Jelly.
Like Soulmates.
You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
It's true
Cause I'm afraid to know the answer
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster
I can see it, in her eyes.
The uncertaintly.
God, that Leech had messed her up.
I can see every little thing about her, inside her mind, inside her thoughts, her soul, her body.
I can see that she's doesn't believe me.
She doesn't know that there's a large corner of my mind dedicated just to her – my 'Bella-shrine'. Where I could play out every wish and fantasy – every 'I love you Jake'.
I'm that weak.
It's true.
But I still gotta ask.
I don't want to – I'm terrified of the answer.
But here, without Douche-ward in 'hearing' distance, might be my only chance.
"Do you want me?"
She looks like a deer in the headlights.
She wasn't expecting this,
And I can see how she's visualising over and over the different scene from our future life.
I swore, I fell even more in love with her then – if that was even possible.
I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true
"Bells, I've waiting a long time for this," I breathed, pulled her closer, my fingers lingering on her waist.
"I've waited my whole life to cross this line. From when we were little – making mud pies and trying to push each other into the water while our Dad's fished.
"I'm not gonna hide my feelings away from you."
Not this time.
You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
It's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know you met me?
I can see her lip tremble, like the time when she walked out of my room just as I got back from chasing the red-head.
Her lip trembled then – with the same fear.
The same indecision.
The same 'Do-I-kiss-you-or-slap-you' look that I had gotten off her recently.
I was petrified to move.
Because, if I moved, I would break the spell.
We would be back to reality.
I was weak then.
Just as I am now.
"Bells, do you see me? Do you see me, whenever you're near me?"
"Jake, you're almost 7 foot tall. I'm not exactly gonna miss you."
I tilted her chin up, as I leant over her slightly.
"Do you notice me though? The same way I notice you? The way your hair catches the light? The way your eyes sparkle when you see or hear something funny? The way your lips curl up whenever we get reprimanded from Dad?"
I held my breathe.
She closed her eyes.
"Jacob, you don't know anything,"
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
"Bella, I'm gonna try everything to be with you," I told her, almost forcefully.
"Jake, do you not notice that whenever I walk into a room, I automatically look for you?"
My heart stopped.
"What?"
This is true
"Jake, the reason I smile when Billy tells you off, if because I know that you'll be exactly the same with your kids. The reason my eyes 'sparkle' as you put it is because of you."
I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way that's true
"Jake, I've waited my whole life, but I have to tell you this," she put her hands on the side of my face. They were trembling slightly.
"I love you,"
And she reached up and she.
Kissed.
Me.
I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
It's time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
I kissed her back with just as much passion.
She broke apart quickly, both of us gasping for air.
"I've waited my whole life to hear that," I told her, our foreheads resting against each other.
This is true
"Truth?"
"It's true," I breathed, before kissing her again, slowly, softly.
The kiss of lovers who had all the time in the world.
"That should have been our first kiss," I breathed. "Now, behave with Eddie-poo. I'm off to keep you safe."
DJChief7