Author's note: This was just a spur of the moment, and based on true events, minus saving the gaff from Eggy xDThis was made for a friend of mine. And just to hopefully piss him off, I made Scourge verrrrry weak and uke. Meh, enjoy flames welcomed! ^^
Scourges POV
Is it so wrong to want to be loved? Is it wrong to want to feel his arms around me, his warm lips against mine? Is it selfish of me? He barely speaks to me anymore, once a week if I am lucky. He's always with his friends or else protecting the city from Eggman. What's kind of funny is that we live in the same apparetment, and we only see each other once a week! Hah, well that's because he spends most of his time getting pissed drunk and ending up on someone's couch. He barely lives here anymore, I can barely remember a time when we slept in the same bed. I miss him, I really do, my heart aches, I try to distract it, by doing other things I love, like reading and writing, and even watch tv, sometimes stooping so low as to watch the human's popular fashion reality show America's Next Top Model.
My heart still wants him, it aches the longer we're appart, which is all the time. I try to hide it from Shadow, who sometimes comes to visit. I try not to, but on the rare occasion, I find myself complaining about the lack of contact I have with Sonic. I know I'm selfish, I try not to be, and I try not to complain, but sometimes it just slips, and guilt attacks me with avengance each time. My heart stings, but I try to hide it from Shadow, but he see's my pain. He'd hug me tightly and whisper "Everything will be ok Scourge, things will be just fine." I try to believe it, really I do, but I can't until he stays with me for more than a few hours once a week.
I know it is really important to be with your friends, after all bromance is important, and spending so much time with them obviously makes him happy. So what makes him happy, should make me happy. I don't know why I'm being so selfish, I love him and I want him to be happy. I'm a horrible person, his happiness makes my heart ache. I should be happy right? I'm in his life, hell, I'm his BOYFRIEND! Being second to him is better than being nothing to him at all right?