Title: Animus Lacrima
Author: Terry Drake Potter Malfoy (a.k.a. Terry Maxwell)
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Type: One shot.
Rating: PG-13
Pairing: Harry/Draco
Warnings: Death of a character. Swearing. n.n
Disclaimer: HP and his entire universe… belongs to J.K.Rowling… No monetary benefits are pursued by doing this.
Author's note: This was born today… while I was waiting for a friend that never came… I hope all of you like it…
If someone finds any grammatical error please feel free to tell me… Feedback highly appreciated
Summary: Harry Potter lost… In a world rule by Voldemort… what happened to the "Boy who lived"
"Animus Lacrima"
Please lend me your strength
Don't you see I'm not the person
that I was before?
My soul is cold and dying.
The loneliness has eaten my heart.
My body has been broken
so many times that I already
lost the count.
Why me?
Why are they hurting me?
My only sin was to born.
It must be a Capital Sin
'cause now I'm all alone.
First my parents.
Then my godfather.
My teachers, classmates
and my dearest friends.
They are all death.
The nightmare of horrors
never ends.
Hundreds of screams, cries,
blood spilled everywhere.
Hordes of enemies…
Only one Demon
Lord Voldemort.
I had been defeated.
He did not kill me.
No… why spare me all the pain
that live will give me?
Now I'm completely broken.
What I have?
Nothing.
They rape me, beat me,
torture me in every single way.
And where were you?
Why now that I'm like this?
Why you came?
To pity me?
Well, laugh of my destiny.
Here, right in front of me.
Your silky golden hair falls over
your gorgeous stormy grey eyes
and I struggle to lift your face
and stare into them.
Why are you crying for?
I'll never think I'll see the day
when you cry for this poor
"Boywhofuckinglived"
My heart is still beating
so I'm alive.
You said to me
"I have no choice".
I believe you Draco.
But, you did not answer me.
Why are you crying for?
What? What did you said?
This is the darkest hour
of my miserable life.
And yet you my nemesis
"The Slytherin Ice Prince"
told me "I love you".
Ironic.
Wicked.
Sad.
"I always love you too, Draco."
But, that was not mended to be.
We are the two sides of the coin.
Good and Evil.
Light and Darkness.
Life and Death.
Love and Hate.
Ying and Yang.
We don't know where one
begins, and where it ends.
My mind is foggy.
My breaths are shallow.
You and I know it.
I'm dying at last.
Don't cry!
There's nothing you can do.
Life is like this.
He won the war.
Your side won the war.
Be happy my Dragon.
I'm glad to die in your arms.
Maybe… some day…
in another life…
we will love each other again
and live happily ever after.
The last thing I felt
were your arms holding me.
And the lingering flavour
of your kiss.
Harry Potter.
OWARI