A/N: I told you I'd do more updates. Anyways, I have this little story because of what happened in school. Today we had an assembly about the dangers of teenage reckless driving by an organization called IMPACT. Our speaker told us her story about how both of her kids died in a reckless driving accident and I cried the whole time. So, please, drive safely. I don't care how old you are, but drive carefully because you might end up saving a life. I'll put the link at the bottom if you want to see the organization and what they do.

Warning: Character death, angst, depression/ self-harm. SERIOUS TRIGGER WARNING. Please, if this is going to trigger anything stop reading this. Please.

Disclaimer: I don't own BTR.

Life in Hollywood wasn't supposed to be this way. It was supposed to be fun and carefree. It was one simple day off from Gustavo at the beach. And that day changed everything

Logan was finally allowed to drive without an adult. He was so excited when he walked through the door of Apartment 2J holding his new California license from the DMV. Kendall, James and Carlos were also excited. Logan having a legitimate license meant they could go out without having Mama Knight drive them.

So, when Gustavo told them they had the day off, they piled into the Big Time Rush mobile and headed straight for the beach in Malibu. They were having the time of their lives because they were finally able to relax without any adults around. As their day drew to a close, they left Malibu with a sunset behind them.

The sun had finally set as they four teens drove back towards Los Angeles on the Pacific Coast Highway. They were only 45 minutes away from the Palmwoods, so none of them were worried by the rapidly darkening sky. The other three were laughing and joking. Meanwhile, Logan was getting nervous as the sky got darker. He had slowed down dramatically and was going under the speed limit. His already pale knuckles were bone white as his grip on the wheel grew tighter.

"Hey. Are you alright Logan? You look kind of tense." Kendall asked, lightly resting a hand on his friend's shoulder.

Logan never turned his head. "Yeah, I'm fine. It's dark, I'm driving without an adult for the first time and you guys won't quiet down. If you would shut up I would relax a little," he said harshly.

Kendall pulled his hand away and shrank back from the hard tone. But he asked James and Carlos to quiet down so Logan could drive. It lasted for all of three minutes before they were all being loud again.

Logan got so upset and frustrated that he spun in his seat and began yelling at them for causing a distraction while he was driving.

He didn't hear Kendall's warnings from the passenger seat. He didn't feel the car drift into the other lane. And by the time he saw the approaching headlights, it was too late.

A/N: And there you go, Chapter One of my newest chapter story, with a cliffy ending. Who will die? Who will live? Will anybody live? This story is gonna be an emotional ride, so buckle up and get ready for the next chapter of IMPACT.

The link for the website is: www(dot)mourningparentsact(dot)org. Replace the dots with periods and hit enter. You can also find them on Facebook, Search "Mourning Parents ACT"