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Authors Note: Possible multiple chapter, please tell me what you think.
Warning: Suicidle.
Darkness
Darkness and utter darkness was surrounding her. She felt trapped, dragged further in to the land of no solutions. Dragged into the darkness with no chance if escaping. No one to guide her, no one to comfort her, no one to pull her back.
There was no one that could ever understand her, how she felt. How it was like to stand by the edge of the cliff ready to jump with no return. Only she knew what she was going through.
Only she knew how lost she felt that very moment, how she wanted to jump and not look back.
Oh how alone she felt as tears were streaming down her cheek as she was standing there on top of the building looking down on the sea far below her. How the waves rolled onto the still warm sand at the beach. It never rested, unlike the people, unless you counted the ones going out and having fun at all hours, or the ones that worked around the clock, much like her.
It wasn't worth it, not in the least. Devoting your life to work instead of finding someone to spend your life with. Seeing others happy with each other while she on the other hand were alone. Always aloneā¦. A tear ran down her tanned cheek as she stepped onto the edge.
She wondered how people always told her there was both light and dark and one needed the other to survive when all she saw was darkness. She was alone on the cold roof while everyone else was wrapped up in someone's arms. It wasn't fair.
A whimper escaped her lips as she whispered, "I don't want to be alone, I don't want to feel like this."
She was shivering now, she was afraid.
Afraid of what would happen when they found her smeared over the pavement the next day. Afraid of what they would think of her.
It however didn't seem to matter, at this point nothing did.
Just then when all seemed so dark, when she was about to jump a husky voice sounded through the cold air, "Don't."
"How can I not, I have nothing left to live for, at least that is what it feels like," her voice was shivering like she was.
"What about your work, your friends, and your family?" he said.
"You don't understand," she sounded so frustrated. How could he?
"Then make me understand," his hand was on her arm now, it was as hot as she was cold.
"I feel trapped in the darkness with no reason to return, no one to hold me back," she said.
"I will hold you back as I know what it is like to be surrounded by darkness," he said.
"For what reason?" she wanted to know.
"Because I couldn't live if you died, you are the reason as to why I live," he said with a heavy sigh.
This made her turn, tears streaming from her hazel eyes as she looked at him. That was all she needed to hear. Even if the darkness was still surrounding her she was not alone. He was with her, and he would never leave her side.
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