This is my first fanfiction ever :D Please review, and don't be harsh on me ( _ _ ) ~

Let me be clear: THIS IS A ROCHU STORY AND IT IS STILL IN PROGRESS.

I've received one review and 1 PM about this, and I appreciate it that people are so kind to point it out to me. But, this is not a oneshot or I would have changed the status to 'completed'.

Please enjoy the fic :)

This fanfic is for Valentinesday!


I was quite surprised when I heard the doorbell ring. I have not invited anybody to my house today, it made me wonder who would visit my home at hour. this I left my tea on the table, muttering something in my native tongue, and went to the door. This person must've been very desperate if he ringed the bell at 6.30 A.M. When I was through the hallway, I sighed before opening the large door. What if it was a burglar? I had to be prepared, so I grabbed a wooden stick and held it behind my back with my right hand.

I opened the door slowly with my left just to see that there was no one in front of the door. 'Stupid pranks...' I muttered as I was ready to close the door. I was held back by the red decorated letter on the old green doormat; was it meant for me? I was very curious and immediately took the letter inside. I was walking to the couch, while I was opening the letter, or you could just call it a package. When it opened, I took out the contents noticing a green notepad with a big red heart on the front. It made my heart pound faster when I reminded myself of the date; the 14th of February, Valentines day. I opened the notebook, flipping through the small pages. I noticed something weird, if I flipped through the pages fast enough, I could see something like a stop-motion video. I flipped the pages as fast as I could and had read the letters which were appearing: I - L - O - V - E- Y - O - U - P - L - E - A - S - E - G - O - O - U - T - W - I - T - H - M - E - ? . It was embarrassing to admit but... My face went red just like the red package which was placed on my lap. Was this seriously meant for an old and grumpy person as me? I could not deny the fact that it made my heart melt, it was so cute. But who could have possibly sent this package to me? There was no name nor street on it. I shoved the notepad back into the package, and went upstairs. I had to get ready for the meeting.


I have arrived at the meeting, a bit too early, but I was not the only one. A Russian male was sitting next to me humming some weird tune which I could not recognise. I sneakily stole glances at Russia, I don't know why but he was quite attractive to me. Yes, I admit, I have a small, very small, crush on him, did I already tell you that it's small? Anyway, he suddenly was staring at me, maybe I had something on my face. The thoughts made me blush.. ' China, um.. The letter da? ' he told me in his soft and gentle voice. My heart pounded; so it was Russia? Was it now my time to confess my feelings to him? My heart leaped in joy as I started to talk; ' Russia, I.. Was very happy to.. to receive that letter.. I feel the sa-' Russia had cut my sentence at that point. I wish I have had never told him my feelings; ' Could I have the package back?' still wearing the sweet smile on his face. My heartbeat was increasing, not because of love or joy but of disappointment. 'W-Why? I t-thought.. '

' It was meant for someone else, but they delivered it to the wrong address you see?'

' Oh, yes, of course aru.. I've opened it though, I hope it's not a big problem? '

' Njet, it is not, thank you' he told me while grabbing the red package out of my shaking hands. It was the first time in my life that I've had confessed, I had put all my pride as an old nation aside just to be with him. I.. did not know what to do any more from this point.

After that I simply dazed off, even though the meeting already started. A loud American sat next to me, and on the other side there was Russia. 'Hey dude happy valentines day!' he said while patting my back. I simply shrugged it off and did not reply. I was not in the mood for some loud American. 'Oh~ I see, are you in a bad mood? Let me guess, no valentine this year?' America was talking out loud right now, drawing all the attention to him. ' Don't worry, we'll find some good person for ya! Hmm.. What about the commie next to ya? I bet you two will be an amazing couple~ ' he said jokingly.

My eyes were travelling to the right, watching Russia's expression and reaction to the loud mouth's sentence. ' Sorry, I already have a valentine da?' he said while smiling at the American, a deep purple colour surrounding his large body. Some nations started to laugh , saying things like; ' rejected! ' and ' Poor China ' . I frowned at the reactions , and felt my heart drop down. I felt sad, and left the meeting room immediately. Other nations were calling me, hoping that I would turn back, however, I was in no state to walk back.

I walked through the long hallways of the meeting building. ' Brother! Brooother! ' A familiar voice called behind me. It was Taiwan, my sister, she was the only one who understood me and who I could trust. ' T-Taiwan' I said, my eyes were wet from the tears and humiliation, but I did not cry. I did my best to suppress them, I was a man after all! Taiwan noticed the tears and took me to the restaurant in the building. She chose the table in the corner and dragged me to it. ' Brother, what has happened to you?' she asked while having a concerned look on her face. ' I.. I received a love letter' I said, my voice was trembling, I had no control over it at all. She raised a brow; ' What's wrong with that?'. 'It was delivered to the wrong address, it was not meant for me aru' I said while gulping. My throat was hurting, it was not a pleasant feeling. Taiwan understood it and gave me a hug; ' Don't worry Yao, just let it all out.. You are here with me, no one else is watching you at the moment'.
At the permission, I had let my tears roll over my flushed cheeks crying as much as I wanted until I felt empty and content. I needed to vent my sadness, and I was happy Taiwan gave me that chance. Whilst all that , my little sister patted my back while holding me. I wiped the tears off, since when was I such a crybaby? Probably they were right, love hurts..


After some minutes I stood up to wash my face. My sister was waiting for me in the restaurant when I went to the bathroom. The cold water felt great against my hot skin, it cooled down immediately. I heard that the bathroom door went open, and there he was; Russia. My eyes went wide open and I tried to get away from the bathroom. Russia easily noticed my red eyes and tear-stained cheeks. ' Are you ok?' he asked while tilting his head a bit. 'Y-Yes I am aru' I answered hesitantly. Ofcourse I was not alright you stupid Russian! It looks like the vodka had finally taken over his brains! Somehow it made me chuckle softly, luckily he did not hear that.

Russia's smile faded away for some seconds, even I could see that. I did not understand him at all, why would he be concerned with me anyway? ' I.. am very sorry.. ' he said, avoiding my eyes. 'For?' I asked nonchalantly, having a very serious expression on my face. ' I heard from your brother..er.. South-Korea, that you liked me da?'. I couldn't believe my ears, how the HELL did South-Korea knew this? Only Taiwan did and...my...diary? I mentally face palmed myself, knowing that I've left it on my table... That stupid Yong-soo... ' W-Well, It doesn't matter aru ' I said trying to get past the large man. He stopped me by grabbing my small wrist. ' I'm sorry, I can't accept your feelings I-' ' Do not apologise, you love another person.. There is nothing you can do about it right?'. It's my fault for falling in love with someone, I knew that it would end up like this..' Russia regained his usual smile and patted my shoulder; ' Thank you for being so understanding'. Understanding my ass, I just wanted to go home , I was in no mood to argue with him anyway. ' B-Besides, who is the one you like? ' I asked him, I still was very curious. Who could've stolen the heart of this creepy giant? ' It's ... Lithuania ' he said shyly.

God, I hated my life.


There is going to be a part two, if people like this fic. Don't mind China too much, he is a bit grumpy haha. Oh, and sometimes you can read China's thoughts.

Oh and I love South-Korea, he is amazing XD