Title: Forgiven
Authoress: Darka-Chan
Summary: Sasuke is too late with telling Naruto how he feels, but can he ease the pain? Of course not. SxN NxN SxS


I've always seen you as the one thing in my life that couldn't be taken away. You were always there, always watching.

I still don't know how it happened, because seriously… I, Sasuke Uchiha, couldn't have fallen in love with someone like you, right?

Well, I was wrong

I've fallen for you, little kitsune; and I've fallen hard. I really liked you, and I still do.

You know… It's really funny, because I mocked you, I've fought you, I've betrayed you, and all the while I loved you. I guess it was just a cover up…

There might've been a change that you once loved me, but I don't know… I was too stuck up and arrogant to ask you out, to make the first step… I was too scared of rejection I guess…

And then he happened.

That arrogant basterd…

A few weeks ago, we had training, and I had gathered the courage to ask you out afterwards, no matter what your answer would be; I couldn't take it anymore, and had to let you know.

But when the ending of the training was nearing, he walked up from his side of the training and marched up to you and said plain and simple;

"I like you. Want to go out with me?"

I gave him the most humongous and deadliest glare I have ever mustered, and that white eyed freak didn't even care.

I hoped that you'd say no, tell him that you're not gay and would shun him away, even while I knew that you would never do that to anyone, but I didn't care. Knowing that you don't share my sexuality is better then knowing that you do, and seeing you in the arms of another man.

But my hopes were crashed and my heart was shattered as you stuttered and blushed fiercely before accepting.

The kiss that you shared made me want to die.

That smirk he send me afterwards made me feel empty and dead.

But you know what, Naruto?

You're forgiven.

As I kiss Sakura trying to ease my pain, you're forgiven.

As I run my hands through her hair and feel those filthy hands on me, you're forgiven.

As long as I can image that it's you touching me like that, you're forgiven.

As long as you'll forgive me too…


I was thinking about continuing with this fic, and write the POV of Naruto, Neji and Sakura on this too before marking it as 'complete', but I'm not sure. I guess it's up to you to decide, ne? n,n"