I've always hade a problem with people. They always seem to disappear from me. Take my mom. She ran off from my dad and me when I was little. I haven't seen or heard from her since then. My best friend Britney, we were friends until freshmen year when I met Edward and she moved to la push. I miss her. I wish she could tell me how stupid I am to stay with Edward.
Edward. What can I say about him? Edward is like winter. He is cold and doesn't believe he has a soul because he is a vampire. Yes he is a vampire. How I find mythical things is beyond me. Oh and my best friend is a werewolves. His name is Jacob and he is the only real friend Edward lets me have because Edward believe even though Jake could fazes at any time that he won't around me. I don't see why Edward thinks that since I was told I couldn't drive down to see Britney.
Jacob is the sun to my dark night. He has helped me through everything Edward has thrown at me. When Edward started to act different Jake stayed the night as I cried telling me that the stuff Edward said wasn't true. When Edward hunts I stay in la push with Jake and the rest of the wolves. They all treat me like im family. Like I belong there more then I know. Well I can't really stay their because once I'm changed everything will go back to normal and I will live with Edward forever.
Anytime Jake hears me talk about my change he gets really mad. I don't get it he should be happy for me not mad. I don't get it what is he hiding from me. I guess Ill never know.
Ok end chapter 1. I Know very short but its going to get better and longer promise.
Oh and nothing not twilight or the song lyrics I used for the title belongs to me all goes to their rightful owners I don't own anything.
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