This is my first fanfiction and hopefully it turns out good.
I dont own twilight...sadly
Summary: Bella suffers a tragic childhood. She has been bullied and now her and her sister Alice lost her parents in a tragic accident. Bella blames herself for the death of her parents but is it really her fault? She now ends up in a foster house where she finds a green eyed boy who is trying to overcome his own problems. But can they help each other? Will they get adopted or will they be separated and never see each other again.
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Preface
Bella's POV
This drive feels like forever. As I stare blankly outside the window at nothing in particular another hour passes by. That means another hour closer to arriving at my destination as i dwell on my thoughts i realize this is really happening. I can't do anything anymore I can't stall, I can't change the past. "Just another hour" Esme my social worker informes me. I keep looking out the window not really caring if im acting rude towards her by not responding. I just preffer not to talk anymore. However, Esme's one of the few people i actually talk to, if you conisder replying with one word answers and nods talking then yea. Esme knows not to push me that I will eventually come around at least thats what my therpasit says apparently its my way of coping. Its not but i wasn't going to correct them let them believe whatever they want.
But last night she informed me that I'd be going to a foster house. I hated that, so far I've been staying at the hospital with my younger sister Alice. She's still being treated for her injuries. She got it way worse than me she has her left arm broken and her right leg, and ontop of that shes in a coma. I dont worry about her not waking up though beacuse i know she will. If i know Alice she'll want to go shopping the moment she wakes up. But for now Im by myself. I wish Alice was awake or i wish it was me instead of Alice, because im her older sister im suppsed to protect her. She's only ten im sixteen i could've taken it im used to getting hurt.
"You do know she's going to be fine" Esme said bringing me out of my thoughts. "Yea I know she is a fighter" I replied turning around to look at her. She looked tired and sleep deprived. Probably my fault I've put her through a lot. But she had a mask firmily in place she was always professional expect with me. So i knew something was wrong. "Yea she definitely is... but i want to make sure she's doing better" she stated cautiously. "mm hmm" i replied not sure where this was going. "Okay im just going to come out and say it. After i drop you off at the foster house im going back to Seattle for Alice" she rushed through replying. " What? Why? I thought you were going to stay in Port Angeles so you could be close by. I thought you said you weren't going to be like all those other social workers who don't give a dam about the kids their helping." I practically yelled at her. Esme slammed one of her hands on the steeing wheel as she continued driving and turned to look at me with hurt and anger on her eyes. I turned my head around not really caring for what she has to say right now. "Dammit" she muttered under her breathe. "Bella look at me look at me so i can explain" she begged. "Not likely" i muttered to myself. "Jesus Bella you are one stubborn little girl do you not understand i am only trying to do whats best for you and Alice" she yelled as our car swiveled onto the other lane a little bit. But i freaked out. "Okay ill listen but please pull over" i yelled with my eyes filling up with tears.
"Ok sorry i forget i have to be careful with you inside a car considering... Anyways " esme said as she pulled over onto the side. "Listen Bella I'm only leaving to make sure Alice is fine and she needs someone over there what if she wakes up and is alone you don't want that do you ?" She asked me but i stayed silent. " Well you don't. Imagine how hard it will be for her when she wakes up and finds out she has broken body parts and has been in a coma for two weeks now. She won't know anyone and I'm not looking foward to telling your little sister your parents are de-" "OK STOP" i cut her off because i really didnt want to hear anymore. "Fine thats the right thing to do as long as i get to see Alice again and soon" i bargained. "You will" she agreed. "But are you going to come back and check up on me i mean you are my social woker and your nothing like the others you really do care about me and Alice." I said quietly. " yes i will now thats enough emotions for one day lets get going" she said as we continued driving.
Pretty soon we arrived at a large plain building in forks. It was a washed out brown color with many windows and it looked as if it held many kids inside. It was surrounded with trees it was a field of green and there were no other house around. Esme got out of the car and and went to the trunk i followed her and she handed me my things. Which weren't much considering i did not have much. "Lets go inform them your here and dont worry they know me and you will be treated right here but if anything happens anything thing at all call me" she said as she placed a new phone in my hand. "Esme i can't accept this" i told her. She knew i hated when people spent money on me. "Nonsense keep it thats how we will stay in contact and remember to take your medication and i have arraigned for your therpaist to come over once a week since you can't drive" she explained. "Ok" i said trying to absorb everything she told me. " Lets find Irina she's the lady that runs this place" she said as she started walking towards the entrance of the foster house.
Review and leave me your opinions, what do you think will happen? I will try to update weekly.
