Disclaimer: I don't own Evangelion, it's the property of Gainax and
others.
Author's note: This fic is going to be some good shit. Normally I don't talk like that but I am on a sugar high wow is it a sugar hi.
Father I understand at last
You know what for the longest time I knew that you hated me. Hell it was obvious that you hated me abandoned me when I was four at my uncle's. Then a decade later you called me back to be your pawn your game piece in a grand cosmic war to decide the world. I did everything you wanted I really did, fought for you, killed for you everyday I lost a little portion of my soul all for you. Still you hated me. I didn't know why, I was weak and spineless it was true but I did it anyway all of it just as you asked when you asked and how you asked. Still you despised me with such a passion. I never knew why, couldn't even fathom it.
Then it hit me like a ton of bricks.
I had mother. Yes every time I synched with the Evangelion I felt her I was with her in the ways you could only dream of. I was a part of her our souls were one for that short time, I was with her. We had synch tests daily oh I bet it would kill you because you knew. You knew that her soul, the most pure and beautiful part of her was in that Evangelion. You knew that I felt her every time I went to battle the angels her reassuring presence was there once I think even felt her caress. I bet you would kill to feel her touch again wouldn't you. You would give anything to hear her voice even if it is in your head. That is why you hated me I had all that and more. Do you know what I don't feel the least bit bad either. In fact I'm exhilarated, I haven't been this happy in a long time. You severely fucked yourself serves you right. You're the one who created the Evangelions in the first place after all. Oh I'd love to say more but oh I have a synch test.
Gendo Ikari looked at the paper for a moment then crumpled it up and was preparing to throw it away, then looking at it again he took out a lighter and set the letter on fire throwing it into his trash can.
End
Author's note: This is my first Evangelion fic please R&R all flames will be sent to the alt.sheepsex.com mailing list You have been warned.
Author's note: This fic is going to be some good shit. Normally I don't talk like that but I am on a sugar high wow is it a sugar hi.
Father I understand at last
You know what for the longest time I knew that you hated me. Hell it was obvious that you hated me abandoned me when I was four at my uncle's. Then a decade later you called me back to be your pawn your game piece in a grand cosmic war to decide the world. I did everything you wanted I really did, fought for you, killed for you everyday I lost a little portion of my soul all for you. Still you hated me. I didn't know why, I was weak and spineless it was true but I did it anyway all of it just as you asked when you asked and how you asked. Still you despised me with such a passion. I never knew why, couldn't even fathom it.
Then it hit me like a ton of bricks.
I had mother. Yes every time I synched with the Evangelion I felt her I was with her in the ways you could only dream of. I was a part of her our souls were one for that short time, I was with her. We had synch tests daily oh I bet it would kill you because you knew. You knew that her soul, the most pure and beautiful part of her was in that Evangelion. You knew that I felt her every time I went to battle the angels her reassuring presence was there once I think even felt her caress. I bet you would kill to feel her touch again wouldn't you. You would give anything to hear her voice even if it is in your head. That is why you hated me I had all that and more. Do you know what I don't feel the least bit bad either. In fact I'm exhilarated, I haven't been this happy in a long time. You severely fucked yourself serves you right. You're the one who created the Evangelions in the first place after all. Oh I'd love to say more but oh I have a synch test.
Gendo Ikari looked at the paper for a moment then crumpled it up and was preparing to throw it away, then looking at it again he took out a lighter and set the letter on fire throwing it into his trash can.
End
Author's note: This is my first Evangelion fic please R&R all flames will be sent to the alt.sheepsex.com mailing list You have been warned.
