Am I a monster or am I a girl?

How can I tell?

Here I am on a wall,

Between a Yato and a normal girl,

On one side are my loved ones,

From Papi to Shinpachi to

Anego then to him, Gin-chan.

I need to protect that side from

The monster of a Yato,

On the side where my precious

Loved ones are dead,

Because of me!

How can I be two such opposing

People in one?

How can I protect them

From myself?